Snapshot to Reality

2009-09-06T01:27:00.001+08:00

2009-05-19T01:14:00.006+08:00

The one and only Safuan Azari aka Uan Johor. Im having difficulties finding the right words to describe a person as great as you.

I'll never forget the first time i met you at Zouk. u talked to me like we've known for ages and the first crappy convo we had, still fresh in my mind.

Uan : macam mane ehhh aku nak dapat ilham nak buat lagu mcm wicked?
me: kau tgk muke aku lama2... mesti dapat ilham.
Uan: hmmmmmmm (stares at my face).. ah hah! da dapat da dapat!

hahahaahaha. You're just one of a kind. Your patience, kind heartedness, the drive and determination to fulfil the targets u've set in your mind, happy go lucky nature which never fails to make all of us laugh our ass off. Your aura sets you apart from the rest of us, something which money can never buy. The times we spent together, walking aimlessly in the wee hours, makan gado-gado at my place and all those heart to heart talks will always stay in my mind. I can never thank you enough for sharing me your knowledge basically on everything. Music, life, love, psychology, ape ape logy lagi yg ade ah.

Everything will definitely wont be the same without you around. I hope if I can fulfil your final wish for Upbeats but I know I'll wait for your grand return in 3 years time. I love you too bro! All the best for your further studies in UNISEL. like how beyonce sings it,
"YOU'RE IRREPLACABLE!"

PS: i miss those times performing as toy soldiers with you and the rest! Uan aku ingat something ehhhhhhh. Wei Nah Wei Nah.. ahahahahahaha!

Aku akan tetap stay brutal bro. one last thing...

UAN SAMOK!

*emosi terganggu* ='(

2009-03-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

When You Believe - Mariah-Carey

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't know it's often when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight through the rain
Boy,am i still resilient voice
Says love is the relief

2009-03-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

Never have I felt this way before. This great feeling just fills up the whole body. I only had epok-epok for breakfast but i never felt hungry for the rest of the day. Someone whom I've never talked to, never made eye contact, never smiled at. Never have I imagined talking to that someone, let alone going out with that someone. Everything happened in a short time frame of just 3 days.

Everything just feels right. Your view on life and my view is almost the same. Not just life, but much more. Goodness. Miracles do happen.

There can be miracles, when you believe...

2009-03-24T03:19:00.003+08:00

SHAFIQ IS A HAPPY GOOBER ON THE PHONE FROM 1AM+ TILL I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME WE WERE ON THE PHONE.

KEKEKEKE.

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYY... :D

Sex, drugs and Rock N Roll?

2009-03-17T02:39:00.004+08:00

Take some time to watch this 50min long video, and ponder about it, the message that lies within.

the more you get, the more you want. you'll never get satisfied.

2009-03-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

I got this from Uan's facebook note. some cool stuff to share

1. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2. Guys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you at one point, it will take them a lot longer than you think to let you go. And it hurts every second that they try.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. :)

4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? Uhh, nevermind." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong. He'll be obsessed about it and will try to figure it out.

6. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give an advice.

7. A usual act that proves that a guy likes you is when he teases you.

8. GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM.

9. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a lot.

10. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple of days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it. And he is really thinking about something.

12. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

13. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

14. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often. So when it does, you know something's up.

15. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking of something.

16. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are mad confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19. Not all guys are rude. Just because one is rude doesn't mean he represents all of them.

20. WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

21. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Most of it is true, and kinda applicable to me at this present situation. haha just some nice stuff to share. =)

2009-02-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

Tama StageStar. exact same model. exact same colour.

MANIFEST MANIFEST MANIFEST!!!

V'day? nahhhh

2009-02-14T21:57:00.004+08:00

Good day fellow humans.

Yours truly felt blessed to have finally met them all again on Friday. Even though it was just a pretty short hangout session, the satisfaction of being in their presence and seeing their faces is indescribable. My valentine's, though a day earlier. haha.

Wrong. Cannot celebrate valentines. So, I'll use another name I saw on Nickelodeon, which is...

Single.Awareness.Day!

Sorry Mas, you cant use that title cos you're the only one among us attached, besides Shah la. haha. alamak i forgot Shahul has Fathiah.

Ni baru di namakan, "buat macam rumah sendiri"

The best there was, there best there is, and the best that ever will be. :)

Oh yes, I was browsing through my documents when I came upon this video.

hahaha. this video was taken almost exactly one year ago. We recorded the video and sent it to her phone without her knowing until she boarded her flight to Cambodia.

okay thats all folks! till then...

ps : Operation Stop it/freakout/tak boleh angkz under intensive planning.

Music babyyy

2009-02-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

music_project_hsueh_yung,_shafiq_ver3.mp3 -

Check check check it out!
my music project. quite okaaaaaaaaaaay laa. :D

World music.
A fusion of European, samba percussion and traditional asian music.

2009-02-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

I think I'll just leave it to find me,
and not go searching for it.

Just like boarding the bus.
It feels like the bus takes forever to come when you're in a hurry,
but when you're relaxed and not expecting the bus to come as quickly,
it just pops up out of the blue.

Valkyrie was pretty okay, though I had little moments of dozing off in the middle part of the movie.
Now it feels like the movie is way better, cos I just remembered I watched it for free!

2009-02-12T00:36:00.004+08:00

one word

CONFUSED

If it's too hard to handle, prolly I'd just leave it to rest right for now.

2009-02-11T23:26:00.003+08:00

A friend reminded me of something which I did way back in 2006, during our takraw session.
Here it goes.

Bila aku budak kecik
bapak aku bawak aku ke pekan, tengok lah marching band.
Dia cakap, anak ku bila kau dah besar,
boleh kah kau jadi saviour for the broken, the beaten and the damned?

Can you guess what song this is?
Aart, kau diam. hahaha.

2009-02-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

Dear God
I haven't been myself lately.
I don't know why
I'm not stressed out or anything
but I just can't seem to be myself.

Dear you,
can we talk like how we used to?
less of the *krik krik* and the awkward silence
and more of the happy endings.

Dear you,
can you put a smile back to my face again?

Dear you,
I kinda miss you.

Let's make this last forever, and ever, and ever.

2009-02-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

BLINK 182 IS BACK! OH HELL YEAHHHH!

2009-02-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

I'm invited
but the question is,
should I stay, or should I go?

I've never been there before
I don't even know how it looks like
but there's a burning desire inside me to go

Son of Chimpanzee plays the agogo
now the question is,
should I stay or should I go?

2009-02-10T20:36:00.003+08:00

Sorry non football lovers. I just gotta cover this cos....

LUIZ FELIPE SCOLARI GOT SACKED!

now that's sweet. Chelski and their Russian pounds are crumbling and crumbling like an avalanche. Only 7 months into the job, no trophies, no Robinhos and the axe falls on him. Having fail to bring samba football to Chelsea, I bet he needs to learn from Bloco Singapura the essence of it. hahaha.

Good luck Chelsea! you gonna need it. :D

oh yes, another managerial casualty.

Byebye Tony Adams. (former Porthsmouth manager)

2009-02-09T22:48:00.006+08:00

And so it ends today.
my wait, my anger, my frustration.
The sight of you boils me up at times
but I know it wasn't right.
It was never right.

Loud banging on the door
I couldn't tell who but I knew it wasn't right
When suddenly the door opened by itself
at an unpleasant sight of somebody familiar

Hands and legs tied down
Chimpanzees following
I couldn't bear to see you in that state
At the same time, I froze in silence
Choked.

Back to the four walls
Back to the metal gates
Back to where the sun don't shine.
Bulb wires circling
Familiar surroundings to you?

Well, I hope you change
like really change, for the greater good.
see you in 2-3 years time.

Regards,
Shafiq.

2009-02-09T12:11:00.001+08:00

girls with wings = PHEWWWW!!!

thanks Fas. Thanks alot. I had a good sleep last night. haha!

2009-02-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been to a full house rock gig, with bodies be it boys, girls, men, women, homos, gays, lesbians and what have you sticking to you like glue? I've been there and I liked it a lot, but what if it happens to you in the middle of Serangoon? Would you like it especially if you're right in the middle and people pushing and shoving like as if Avenged Sevenfold (or for this context, Shah rukh khan maybe) performing right in front of you and people pushing just to get to the front for a closer view?

Go check out Thaipusam and you'll know.

I've learnt my lesson. :)

2009-02-08T14:51:00.002+08:00

I had a first class ticket to a night out alone, yesterday. :D

Its sucky when you have to wake up early on a Saturday instead of looking forward to going to Geylang serai for breakfast, you have to go to school just to take a common test. What sucks even more was that, I came in late and the questions were very "pleasing" to the eyes. Right after test, my classmate who was taking the same paper sms-ed me "dude, Im owned." cool or what. me toooooo. But I think I can pass, just pass. :D

Had a wedding performance after the test at Changi Cottage. Had trouble finding the place. For the first time, I met a very unfriendly taxi driver. We told him the place and he kept asking, which drive? where where where? what avenue? pasir ris very big got drive 1 drive 2 drive 3. In my heart, i was like pukimak nyer driver byk bebual ah. IM NOT A ROAD DIRECTORY i shouted to the driver. hahaaha what a driver. So in the end after some shoutings here and there, we took another cab and reached safely to the place. The people was pretty okaaay, just a short one. After which, some went their own ways and I was left stranded all alone in Town. Nice or what. I sat at the bustop outside Lucky Plaza for like 45mins talking on the phone, then started walking all the way to Dhoby Ghaut and then took a bus to Serangoon cos I saw a signage saying Thaipusam so I thought it might be a good idea to watch since I had nothing to do and i didnt wanna go home that early. Reaching Serangoon, as usual there were loads of people but no Thaipusam going on so i decided to ask my indian friend and she said there's thaipusam from chinatown to clarke quay. I headed down to chinatown as soon as possible and to my disappointment, it was chingay instead of thaipusam. daymn you friend. haha i totally forgot there was chingay heartland at Chinatown. So yes i hang around there for awhile watching the chingay thingy all over again, but the good thing was the fireworks were really nice and it was pretty low, unlike all the other fireworks. After everything ended, I continued walking without any proper direction and then I went home, all shagged. haha. First class ticket to a night out alone man.

Sunday and Im bored. Good thing Im free to play takraw tonight. It's been 2 months or so not touching the takraw ball.

Exams around there corner man... grrrrrrrr.

alright i dont know what else to update.. check out those chingay pics. and so long.. farewell.. its time to say goodbye.. :)

2009-02-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

AH-HA

laugh your hearts out guys.

HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, THE RICE.... (6.46)

hahahahaha!

thats why English's so important nowsadays.

2009-01-27T23:57:00.006+08:00

I promise, this is going to be a long post. So, enjoy. Happy reading, see peekture peekture, watch videos. :D

Now I dont even know where to start...

alright alright. Since the samba mamba drama is (almost) over, I have to say I'm quite satisfied with the final outcome. it happened like more 1 week ago, but yeah i hope everyone can just live happily ever after from now onwards. Its easy to forgive, but hard to forget. Im okay with everything And yes, Im happy that people are starting to ask me how to play this and that. Not that I wanna show off or smth, its just that people are now starting to show their willingness to learn, which is good! beware, ade org nak blajar repinique. Nanti aku ajar dier sampai dier power, baru best. ade new face to lead. hahahaha. you can ask me to teach whatever thing there is to teach, except for djembe okay. DJEMBE. see. I dont know to play, so dont ask me to teach.

NEXT....

17th Jan 2009. UPBEATS MAKAN MAKAN

a kind of special day for Uan cos finally, hajatnyer utk belanja semue makan tercapai. Thanks you very strong Bro. OKBS forever. hahaha.

Perempuan Melayu Terakhir teringin nak bergambar dgn Abg Wicked. So, heres one for you Fizah. HAHA!

JUMP SHOTS YO~

NEXT...

It does feel a little bit weird without syed ahmad at the front and someone else leading the whole bateria, but anyhoooooes, catch BLOCO SINGAPURA this friday & Saturday 30th & 31st January at Chingay 2009! Its gonna be awesome for sure. :D

NEXT....

Okay I dont know what else to update. can anyone give me some ideas on what to write about? cos my head is filled up with percussion and percussion and more percussion stuff and i think its getting mundane. Sucks right? i know. let me think.........

Okay! poof! wanna know something? my interesting in skateboarding has come back. hehe. Yes its been a long long time since i last skate and i think i kinda suck at it now, eventhough i can land some tricks nicely, i still think im a noobie. i skated at a skatepark near bedok few days back and gosh, some people can just fly in the air and im still stuck on the ground. meaning... i havent found my "wings" to fly yet. if you get what i mean. haha. skateboarding is fun, but its not that fun when the deck hits you hard on the shin, or the ankle or worst still, your face. okay lets not mention about the negative side of things, just enjoy the positives okay! which is 100% pure fun and adrenaline. try it yourself. :D

Life's been greaaaaat personally, but family wise? nah dont think so. still as bad a before.
I still miss hanging out with my bestfriends though. biler mau lepak kat tingkat 6 geng?!

NEXT....

lets enjoy some videos, shall we?

BLOCO SINGAPURA + NOVO BLOCO @ ZoukOut 2008.

(find me in those videos if you can. hehe)

freestyler

Samba funk

hiphoppa

amour

do the do

rehersal before the actual day

Now seriously, I dont know what else to say. maybe because i dont want to hurt people's feelings? hahahaha okay you will laugh if you get what i mean cos its so What-The-Fish head curry soft shelled crab Craps.

hahaha whatever. On a sour note, exams is coming in less than a month's time! grrrrrrrrrrrrr...
okay go.

2009-01-20T12:52:00.003+08:00

There's something bout the way you look tonight
There's something bout the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
There's something bout the way your lips invite,
maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around.
And I want you to be mine,
if you need a reason why.

It's in the way that you move me
and the way that you tease me
the way that I want you tonight
It's in the way that hold me
and the way that you know me
when I can't find the right words to say.
You feel it in the way.

There's something bout how you stay on my mind.
There's something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep oh girl.
No maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change,
but what I'm feeling stays the same.

2009-01-20T00:05:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling so emo now. luckily my long hair is long gone, if not it'd definitely suit the occasion.

2009-01-14T23:31:00.004+08:00

guys, whoever you are yg byk bunyi sekarang, please understand. People come all the way from the other side of Singapura, in fact not even spore, JOHOR learning music and willing enough to share with you his knowledge and some of you, dont know who but maybe one or two have the cheek to say things like "what are those people doing here? like not much help etc..." i mean, do you even think before saying? What the hell is wrong inside your head? Some other people are more experienced and exposed to this sort of stuff like way before you touch that two tone thingy you're playing, playing in so many other bands and shows. Why cant you show this sort of people a little more respect? cos hell yeah they deserve it, and since they're willing to share with you their knowledge and skill, all the more you shld respect them. They are there to help, not to be a nuisance. Do you think we know this sort of thing just like that? FYI We, those people who you think can teach you better than they can, are even learning from them! what the fuck are you thinking man?

Another piece of shit im not happy about. What's with the imaginary line? fuck. Its not as if we sengaja want to stick with the same people, cos initially we are already close and it has nothing to do with the groups we are in. Maybe a little, butttt do you like it when i say ohhhh since you are very close with XYZ, please dont create an imaginary boundary between me and XYZ just because you both are in the same organisation. Do you get what i mean? If you dont, just shut the F up.

Some nice phrases to apply to these sort of people/situation.

1 - BODOH SOMBONG.

2 - KALAU KAIL PANJANG SEJENGKAL,

JANGAN LAUT HENDAK DIDUGA.

you might say im arrogant or action or whatever, like u told me once before, just because i can play and im in this and that and whatever but think and reflect about what you've said earlier.

korang yang bodoh sombong kan, korang rugi. kite tak rugi ape2. soooooooo, faham2 lah eh. siape makan chilli, lidah dier terbakar nanti berpeluh-peluh macam aku.

2009-01-13T01:46:00.001+08:00

cuaca sungguh sejuk tapi hatiku PANAS.

PANAS!

you know I know why.

2008-12-31T15:53:00.004+08:00

15th dec 1008

okay i've got nothing to do now. So i'll just post up pictures taken few weeks back at pizzahut before Ela went off to hongkong.

Just me, ela and fizah. got alot of free food from my friend whos working there. haha.

2008-12-31T13:06:00.008+08:00

Now comes the time where people start to reflect on how their 2008 has been and start making their yearly new year resolutions. I dont wanna use the term "new year resolution" cos it sounds like you're only making wishes just for the sake of the new year. I'd rather apply The Secret which i've learnt quite recently. So its like making new year resolutions, but on a daily basis. Manifest your thoughts, picture it in your mind, doa byk2 and Insya Allah, everything will come true. :)

2008 has been awfully awesome.

1stly - TPLs

The first best thing that happened to me was TPL. nurul and mastura first saw them performing during the cca orientation and was pretty impressed by them. So they thought of joining that cca and asked me if i wanna join, since all 3 of us had no life in school with no cca. I decided to come for the 2nd pract since i had doubts about joining in the first place and thank god everything went well and i'd never look back regretting the decision to join the cca. Good percussive music, good friends and i even found myself a bff in tp for the first time. you know i know everyone knows who u are. hahaha. Great. But honestly speaking, aku dah luper daratan skrg. i bet the rest of the Ubp in TPL feel the same way too. haha.

2nd Best Thing - UPBEATS PERCUSSION

Firstly, countless thank yous to Fas and Ela for recommending me to Zat and thanks to him for giving me this opportunity to nurture my talent even further. The experience of busking, performing at shows etc has been totally priceless. The feeling is just great. Getting to know the rest of Upbeats esp Kak Yanah and Uan, does open up my mind to life with their knowledgable and mature talks. Amirul, the youngest but the most talented. The sky's the limit for you man. New found Brothers and Sisters.... GO UPBEATS! i love you too! hahahahahaha. :D

3rd best thing - BLOCO SINGAPURA

Thanks to Syed Ahmad for giving me the opportunity to perform with Bloco Singapura. Every bloco show that i performed has been fantastic, especially zoukout and the one on the Brazillian cruise ship, though i find that the night festival was still the most happening, cos i was standing right infront watching. close up view beb. haha. GO BLOCO!

4th best thing - FRIENDS

Thank God we're still best friends after all these years. All the ups and downs that we've been through together. I hope none of us will drift away and just disappear like what Akasha did. No matter what, we're in this together! love you guys.. :)

Lets not talk about the lows of 2008 cos there seems to be none of it, and even if there is, i would try not to mention about it cos the secret says dont think of what you dont want, cos if you do, the things that you dont want will come true instead of the things you want. get what i mean? haha.

You, me, us, everyone. Have a great year ahead. One day you're on top, the next you're down there. Thats the cycle of life. have the strength to bear with every leaps and bounds of life. Time and tide waits for no man. So live your life to the fullest! Be with the ones you love, and love the ones you are with.

peace yaw... :)

2008-12-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

26th Dec 2008

P6/6 yearly gathering! wasn't full squad though. I swear i totally forgot some of my classmate's names. It was nice meeting the whole bunch of them, eventhough sometimes we do see each other in school or towner or wherever (people like stephanie, JiaHeng etc), it would be just hi and bye but this gathering was a good opportunity to catch up with each other's lives. miss Chen (shes married already but she prefers to be called miss chen) still looks as pretty as before only plus a few wrinkles on the face. hahaha. Too bad i had to leave early for my pract. DAYMNNNN...

Patrick. This bloody idiot always hit me from the back in school. In TP i mean.

Me, JiaHeng, Kenny.
Sary, Jia Yi, Kenny, Zara, Stephanie, Me
Miss Chen!
The oh so bitchy stephanie. NEVER CHANGE. haha.

Zara... hot stuff. haha
Group photo

Me, the teacher, Sary. (my primary school twin.)

25th Dec2008. Xmas Drum circle.

the drum circle wasnt a drum circle at all i guess? but it was fun playing the drumset for bahiana funk! haha. I had to leave early for jamming. DAYMN....

24th Dec 2008. SHEESHA.

it was an impromptu sheesha session i guess.

21st dec. Impromptu Xmas Busking!

fabolous crowd. the biggest of all of our busking session. pretty fun and satisfying.

Our last toy soldier show! i kinda miss being one now.

OKAY I HATE THIS PART. SCH REOPENS TOMORROW. ASSIGNMENTS UNDONE. DAYMN...........

2008-12-20T08:38:00.003+08:00

Jalan Sayang, utk org2 yg kurang kasih sayang, atau terlebih kasih sayang.

abg2 drummer. hahaha

So yes, ytd's performance was pretty alright. Just the few of us and Aishah. Thanks to her for inviting us to play. After which we makan-ed at kembangan and i think i'll recommend the place to my family and friends cos th place is pretty secluded and peaceful and the murtabak is worth is money paid for! lets hang out there again!

The joke of last thursday. it's called THE SMILE. come ask me if you wanna know more about it, cos im the one who started it. hahahahahaha.

Last 2 Toy Soldier performance later today & tomorrow. I hope those benjamins get cashed in immediately after the last show!

Ahhhhhh yes, wicked aura xmas busking later on today! amaciam Fa, nak share baju tak?! haha!

gotta blast to harbourfront now! vrooooooooooooom!

2008-12-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

Thursday

I had a really fun time today. The burning feeling on my shoulders and my face was pretty much worth it I should say cos i really enjoyed myself! With who else right, the usual people Fizah, Azura, Mastura,Shahul,Shah and Ali. To Azura and one more kind soul I dont know but i guess it was mastura, thank you for giving me a wake up call though it was pretty useless cos my dad forgot to place my phone right beside my ear cos he was using my hp as his alarm clock so i couldnt a thing cos my hp was inside my mum's room so yeah i hope you get the point. haha.

Meeting time was supposed to be at 9am, but standard operating procedure, janji melayu, kedebak kedebuk 10am baru naik bus to harbourfront then in to Sentosa. Found a nice spot and then pitched the tent Shah brought. Seriously speaking, I never liked going to Sentosa, esp the beach cos y'knowwww my skin's pretty sensitip to sea water but the plus point is that the "view" down there will definitely trigger all your five senses. (if you get what i mean, HAHA). So yes, from all the fun and laughter, my face and back's really feeling the "peritness" already. Sunburn's spots coming up real real soon I guess. After which, we headed down to Fizah's house where everyone just lepak-ed cos all super duper tired alr but i had to freaking go for my freaking jamming with Hari and band eventhough I felt like just sleeping at fizah's house cos I was really duper super tired and I wasn't even prepared for the jamming session cos I haven't even listen to half of the songs they wanted to play. So yes, I was super shagged, BUT, i received a phone call which instantly triggered me back to life. yayness. hahahaha. :D I'm still tired yaw. But happy. But tired, but really happy. Okay i hope you get the messsage. :D

I think im gonna get a malacacheta from Bud RDP.

I spent the whole of my Wednesday watching online shows. shiok or what? It's been awhile since I did that, and the feeling is really shiokkkk.

My tuesday? I cant remember what I did except for playing takraw. hahaha

OKAY IM REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. I GUESS I'LL SLEEP SMILING TONIGHT. :D nah just kidding. goodnight!

2008-12-16T05:04:00.007+08:00

ZOUKOUT WAS FANTABOLOUS! :D

Everything just ended in a blink of an eye. How I wished every performance that Im involved in,would have that sort of energy and atmosphere which is pretty indescribable. The feeling's just way too good. It was my first time playing with NovoBloco, since I wasnt involved during the Night festival. Honestly speaking, I dont really care whatever politics are happening within bloco. All I care about is performing & drumming, something which I really really love to do. Our set was from 10-103opm and the rooving sessions were at 12mn, 1am and 2am, each 15-20mins set. All we played was bahiana funk and samba, but I tell you the crowd really went wild with us, especially this lady whom i think shld be in her mid 20s. I dont know if i should call her a slut but she grind me! it shld have been the other way round right?! haha! After the whole thing was over, I went to meet the rest of Upbeats since most of them were overnight-ing there... I really had a good time.

NEXT UP..ESPLANADE.. PLEASEE... ESPLANADE.... PLEASE MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE.

TOY SOLDIER PERFORMANCE!

another fun show man. I know we do look ridiculous (but cute right) wearing those toy soldier outfit, but its worth all the sweat okay. TOTALLY WORTH IT. and btw, this coming saturday and sunday would be our last 2 shows. so please come down and watch alright! Wont regret it, definitely. :D

Just some random photo updates from RHAS gig few weeks back. Good gig, but pretty poor turnout. Nonetheless, we really enjoyed ourselves. First ever gig man..

Celibacy girl. haha xD

OH I FORGOT... FASEHA'S 18 NOW. :D

orang kata, kalau ada yg baru, yg lama jgn dilupakan.. I STILL MISS MY FRIENDS! SEE YOU GUYS THIS THURSDAY!

And to Ela, have a safe journey to HK! enjoy your holiday and kirim salam org2 Disneyland kat sana. You'd definitely be missed. :D

ps : Im blogging way early in the morning, killing my time waiting for 6am to come. 4 days... 4 days...

2008-12-13T02:35:00.000+08:00

Friends, dont do drugs. you suffer, your friends suffer, your family LAGI suffer.

2008-12-04T01:53:00.004+08:00

Hello world. Pictures taken at mastura's house last tuesday. It was such an impromptu meet up, thanks to me for coming up with it since i ended school damn early and i was super duper bored at home. i saw fizah online and since she was at home, ape lagiiiiiiiiiiii, lepak ah. From school to home, then back to tampines, i met up with azura bass (bass or what sia) first before heading to mas' house and then the rest came. As usual, we talked about all the random stuffs and all the random games.

BUTTT, WEDNESDAY'S meet up was even better. I dont really wanna mention about heading to RP just to get fizah to escape from her whatever thing she was doing, serious shit it was quite a waste of time but i saw some familiar faces from bloco pract. Those BE people lah. azuu had to head home thanks to this word called PROBATION. step probation jer luuuu. haha. After which we returned to the place where it holds lots of memories for all of us. Fizah's rumah tingkat 6! still the best place ever to lepak and have a good talk as a group.

And so, the five of us, me mas shahul fizah ali, played BOOGIE DOWN. ya knowww, this game whereby all you have to do is just pour out your feelings and share whatever secrets you have.

best question of the night.

F : if you have the chance to turn back time, what would you change to make things better?

S : i dont really regret whatever i did in the past, but if i were to turn back time to the most happiest moment of my life, it'd definitely be "................"

geng, you know i know can liao. its just between us and the four walls. :D
you people are the still the best, and for once Ali is talking sense. haha.

2008-11-30T19:42:00.002+08:00

I lead a very confused life, I think.

Too many things are running through my mind. How am I gonna concentrate on my studies?

ARGH! must focus. As promised, I must improve my GPA this semester.

Its kinda nice to scratch the bald parts of my head.

ahhhh damn. confused confused confused.

"you must be really tired, of running through my mind all day all night..."

hahahahaahaha. A stupid corny catch phrase from First Class.

2008-11-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

Time to speak my heart out, or maybe I should refrain from doing so.. just a lil bit.

The 2 years plus of waiting and pining hope is over.

Good luck to my 2 good friends. All the best. :)

Busking was as usual. Lots of fun BUT on a sour note, i gave my parents the wrong info! I told them that they don't have to come down to taka cos im not gonna be busking with the band (which i actually did) and I told them my Asian Beat competition was at Plaza Singapura but it was actually at TM Open Plaza. I mistook Open Plaza with Plaza Singapura. Omg how fucking blur can i get. Sorry mother and father! Please watch me during the finals okay. HAHA step dah qualify.

Gonna have another performance at Singapore Flyer. My god... So tiring can. Gonna meet some people after that, something which Im more excited than the performance itself.

Im so tired...

2008-11-21T15:36:00.005+08:00

One moment you're on top of the world thinking nothing's gonna bring you down, the next you come crashing down back to Earth.

FIZAH, I MISS YOU ALOT.

i know u know i know u know u miss me too. haha. i can't remember when was the last time i had a good talk with you. bila mau lepak kat playground lagi makan burger ramly? Sultan Cafe ke apa ke? haha.

I suddenly feel so lonely. Whatsup with me feeling so freaking emo this few days man?

2008-11-16T21:45:00.005+08:00

Another great weekend I must say. Performance with Bloco @ Taka & Aqua at Clake Quay was awesome, especially the one at Aqua, even though I must say the snares cocked up quite a few times but still, It was a marvelous night.

Saturday was our busking session @ Taka. I felt it was definitely much more fun than the previous busking. It was loads of fun, but technically pretty messy in terms of musicality. Its still a learning experience. We'll get better in future events hopefully! :D

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD, im super excited. Im realllllllllllllllly hoping the whole squad's gonna make it. Doa byk2! D-DAY on the 23rd for everyone. Once in a lifetime opportunity not to be missed!

Busking again next week (22ndNov). Same day (Sat), same time (3-6pm). Venue most probably outside Wheelock. Please come down if you're free okay!

Life's been great.

2008-11-13T00:58:00.004+08:00

I missed watching Suria like alot alot, eventhough it always air ancient crappy and cite2 dah main kat tv byk kali.

Like omg, seriously i really missed watching malay dramas! What happened to Dol & Minah?

and i've yet to find a day where all i do is just sleep and nothing else. i've promised myself that and i will definitely fulfill it, one day. But i dont know when that day will come.

Hari dyed his hair. RAMBUT MATREP SIOL. HAHA

life's been totally great, but super tiring & busy. Chingay pract for Bloco's gna commence soon at the PA. PA or what! damn shiok. walking distance bebbb, walking distance from my home.

Okay i dont know what to update anymore. FYI, if you people are interested, please come down this saturday (15nov) to catch Upbeats Percussion busking outside taka from 3-6pm. Busking onlyyyyyyyyy, but come down support kay? love you very strong, whoever you are.

thats for Upbeats. As for Bloco, please come down this friday (14nov) at 6(i think, or later) cos we're gonna be playing outside taka (i think)... come down and catch us!

Im a happy goober now.
thats all folks. bubbye. :)

2008-11-09T13:09:00.003+08:00

An Evening with Anuar Zain was great, with great company too. Sorry Fas, he didnt sing Bidadari, which left me disappointed too, but who cares. The whole concert was nice! Lucky I didnt feel giddy when walking towards the seat. The last time I was there, my head was spinning like crazy because of the height (ps:im not afraid of heights) and felt like falling off the railings. But anyhooes, I had an enjoyable time.

Time flies when you're having fun right, ela? hahaha.

Oh and one more thing, thanks alot fizah for Popeyes! :D

2008-11-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

The feeling is there but I dont know how to express myself in words, cos my range of english vocab is kinda limited and my malay language has been pretty rusty and sucky lately. I wanna say it but i dont know how to. How i wish i could translate all those thoughts into words, words which not necessarily be bombastic, but effective.

It takes two hands to clap.

2008-11-05T11:16:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome beyond awesome weekend! Zat's sister's wedding at khatib was brilliant, cos "ahem" i think we were the ones who made it brilliant, with all those impromptu dancing and dancing and more dancing like as if the wedding's a club or smth. haha. check out the vids if you wna know what we did.

Dancing to The Conga

Dancing to J.Lo's Lets Get Loud

pictures from the wedding reception (2nd day)

Pictures from the wedding dinner (1st night)

performance vids.

First night (adacutab)

2nd day. (hiphop/freestyler) cover of bloco singapura

2008-10-27T00:31:00.005+08:00

Remember this pic? GAMBAR "SAKIT" hahahahaa

Okay i shld have published this post ytd but i was busy the whole day, so yes, just a day late but its okay. Fizah I hope you read this cos Im not gna say it to you face to face cos whenever i see you, i just feel like rembat-ing you. okay here it goes...

TO NORHAFIZAH BINTE SARJAHAN

I've known you for six years, since sec 1. i know u view me as a very stuck up person last time but i dont really care. yaaaa we were in the same malay class from sec 1 till sec 4 but eventhough we weren't in the same class, our class we located side by side and since your legs are very itchy tk boleh duduk diam, i still rmb u always coming to my class to have a chat with ur former bff maizura. HAHA. remember remember? that was like sec 2 i think and tht was also the period where we started contacting each other and stuff. sec 3-4 was the period where we really got very close to each other like brother and brother. notice i didnt say sister? simple. i dont view her as one. i dont see you as a girl lah fizah. perangai tu berubah sikit.. hahah okay tersidetrack. sec4 yes sec4. remember the group study at your house? seriously wasnt effective sia, and the impromptu party with daphne and gang at ur house! hahahaha that was damn funny lah. we guys dont really have the guts to ask the girls to dance with us cos u know, we are not party goers so we dont know how this stuff goes about. then the O level period and stufff and the post period. oh yes i cannot forget talking to you the night before graduation night. remember about the bunge? HAHA. u know i know. secret. Poly year 1. yes yr 1. i had no life, and you are the one i turn to. i'd always miss hanging out with you cos ya know, my yr 1 was dreadful. i was sad u were always busy with dragon boat at that time. Now that i have a life in tp after joining samba, remember this. I WONT FORGET YOU. U ARE STILL MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND. :D

okay i dont know if that little story is necessary but i just wanna share with you abit of our history. firstly, happy 18th birthday to you fizah. may you lead the life you desire with good health and good wealth. I'll forever be there for you. somoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki and i REALLY hope you can at least respect and keep to the promises you made to me.

You're the best and I love you, budak gemok!

2008-10-25T10:59:00.003+08:00

Can somebody take a pole and shove it up Britney Spears' ass? Cos her new single "womanizer" irritates every single testosterone out of me.

What a bitch, but I still love you Britney. Heee. :D

I've just downloaded Escape The Fate's new album. One word. AWESOME. I've yet to listen to Metallica's Death Magnetic though I've downloaded all the songs in the album. Hope it'll be awesome too.

2008-10-24T10:35:00.008+08:00

Hello world. Thousand apologies for not updating. Yours truly have been very busy enjoying life. ENJOY LIFE OR WHAT. Thank goodness I'm having an off day from sch today since tutorial from 8-10 was canceled and I don't feel like going to sch for 1 hr just to attend lecture at 10-11. I contemplated and decided that sleeping is the best option available. what more with the weather being so nice to homosapiens like us who always complain about the horrendous weather being so freaking humid. It's been raining these few days, and that little emo side of just creeps out somehow. HAHA.

I was out with Fas,Ela,Fizah and Mastura to tekka yesterday to have our dinner after which we headed down to mustafa centre. Thousand apologies to Fas for not responding to her calls for like five times i think? Sorry ah! gua tgh busy bebual. haha! oh, and sorry again to ela for pinching u and sorry to fas for twisting your hand. its just my reflex lah. haha

Wednesday's samba practise was -__-"... hahaha. standard ah. i was pretty pleased the other gal playing from salvo playing the snare didnt come, which means i was the only one playing and which means i can play whatever i want! haha. oh yes, the identity of LOVERBOY was finally revealed! I was super shocked, seriously. Despo rabak sia. hahaha.

My tuesday was spent touring Bugis, city hall, clarke quay, merlion park, esplanade, marina with Ela and Ranor.

Oh yes I have an announcement. RZ Entertainment and Upbeats Percussion is organizing a gig on the 29th of November at Perkampungan Melayu. TPLs, please support your fellow samba mates Ela, Faseha, Faizah, Fizah, Teddy and myself. Make yourself free on that day and attend our first ever gig alrite! Anyone interested, please contact me or email your bookings to rzentertainment@live.com.ag

OKAY NOW LETS WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE :D

18th Oct.
(hari raya with bestfriends)

Azura. ;)
My favourite asshole (fizah)
Those present.

17th Oct.
UPBEATS BERAYA

WAK SAFUAN. HAHAHA dah macam character dlm cite p ramlee

16th Oct.
Movie with fas,ela, fizah, faizah and zul. watched house bunny.

15th Oct
Samba workshop with mestre syed ahmad!
I was hell load of fun. Now i understand something. THE SWING. all this while, i've been whacking the snare like no one's business, which is totally unnecessary. Now, play with the swing and it'll sound nicer. haha. oh yes, i was ain's bdae too! and the other girl i dont know her name and i nvr talk to her before.

AIN MUKER RABAK

SYED AHMAD. ENCIK AHMAD ENCIK AHMADDD

14th Oct.
Performance at ITE Simei. the crowd was really crik crik, which was kinda unexpected to me, but it was still a good experience. My first time stepping into an ITE and i feel its just like poly, except for the uniforms. after which, it was a surprise party for Aliah at simpang bedok. kinda touching seeing her cry. hahaha. Bowling afterwards, and then hang out at TM open plaza with ela, fas and fizah. FAS I WILL NOT EVER BEG TO YOU ANYMORE. shit you. haha

OKAY BYE. :D

2008-10-13T02:02:00.006+08:00

let's walk down memory lane, for the past few days at least.

Wednesday 8th October : SAMBA BERAYA!

I like the kecohness when this picture was taken. haha

Okay, so the day started with the "organisers" coming late, but doesnt matter since the bus reached soon after they reached. First house was Aisyah's, and her house has this very cool animal! The way it touched my fingers really feels great man. Cats all over and its great cos I love cats too.

Next was my house. With 20+ people in, never have my house been so crowded before! the last time was like many many years ago when my brother's sec sch friend came to visit and i think i was in pri 3 or 4. Sorry guys, my house is not that big, and it's filled with ALOT of uneccessary things my mum proudly indulge in like those flowers and many other perhiasan. Its nice, but if only my house is bigger. Ahhh anything la, as long as my mum's happy with all her decorations. haha.

Actually i cant really rmb whose house went next. haha! wait let me recall. Sharifah's, Faseha's, Faizah's, Teddy's, Suzie's, Ain's, Nabila's, Haiqal's, Liyanah's and last was Ela's.. Let me recall what we did in each of their houses. sorry la my memory not that good.

Sharifah's house. OH i remembered being the "public dustbin" for Suzie, Ela, Fas and Fizah. bagus eh korang buang sampah kat aku. amalkan selalu. ingat aku sampah masyarakat per? haha. but i dont mind la, small the pieces nyer hal. Oh one more thing! Sharifah has the nicest serviets I've ever seen! purple colour veli nice! totally match my gold baju kurung. haha.

Faseha's house. ERRRRR, OH! BOYBAND! Akmal, Imran and myself form a boyband with shakers and sing along sessions. lagu raya, lagu melayu semue kite bedal, and this boyband thingy continued for the rest of the jalan raya. gerek per. hahaha. at last faseha's mum got to see SHAFIQ. must be that faseha always gossip abt me to her mum. she wants to die, never die before..

Faizah's house. veli spacious! berjoget-joget & bersuka ria inside fa's room. gerek per nyanyi lagu raya ramai2. Oh i got my feelings cheated by her house nye buah tangan. i saw 3 gold coins inside the cup. i took it out and realise its 2 1dollar coin and 1 500rupiah coin! creative eh. basket betol. haha. tapi takper..

Ain's house. Makan carrot cake and watch Dol & Minah nak khawin. The food was great but the tv show wasnt! I was expecting Dol & Minah to be a comedy but turns out it wasnt. Probably more to documentary about marriage and stuff. Liyanah spotted a trend in the malay drama production. Its always about khawin and khawin and khawin and forever khawin. hahaha. baik kepeee.

Liyanah's house. I dont really remember what we did. duduk minum air, bebual and then off we go, i think... OH sheik, i rmb! hahaha. sheik wanted to salam her mum but kena "reject". kekek gilerrrr.

Nabila's house. The nicest house amongst all, i think. very english-like. stylo the milo. very red, very big, very the everything lah. the food was nice too. mee goreng if im not wrong.

Haiqal's house. Mee tomyam! wah piang. pedasssssssssssssssss.

Suzie's house. WOAH THE BEST KUAH SATAY! i tell you, it was damn nice it was such a waste my stomach was already full. kalau takkkk...

Ela's house. last house. Lepak giler siaaaa. take picture many many also. hahaha. left her house at 3am and i reached home at around 3.35am.

Thursday 9th Oct : Pot 1 /sec sch geng!

Sec sch buddies except for Zaki, Mamat n Helmi. This 3 i got to know when I started lepak-ing at towner. skrg dah members. haha. Okay it wasnt full squad though. I dont know what reasons some of them didnt join. ade demam la, kluar ngn family lah. but its okay. that farking idiot(the one in checkered shirt) got away. bloody basket we actually plan to "mosh" and keropok him ramai2 in the lift but he managed to run away. idiot sia. rosak programme. Last house was Firdaus and I tell you, his mum as usual, damn kecoh nak mampos. for video aid, please go to my multiply and watch it. u can laugh all you want. go ahead. my multiply

Friday 10th Oct : Movie with Ela and Fizah!

The day started "brilliantly" cos I missed friday prayers for the 2nd consecutive week for the same reason. That aside, i was jubilated when i finally receive my ALIVE t shirt! I ordered it like more than a month ago. at last, got to finally smell it. Then off I went to orchard to watch Big Stan with Ela and Fizah. my first m18 movie! HEHEHE. The movie was really funny. Gay theme and very appropriate for people wanting to have some laugh. Bob Span, Fizah's new crush. hahaha. then off they went shopping and i had to membuntut them. haha. i dont mind, seriously. tak cerewet. then makan at far east, then go home, then online macam biasa. hahaha.

Saturday 11th Oct : Beraya with budak-budak boon keng!

This raya outing was very impromptu for me cos those guys came over to my house and my 2nd bro invited me to tag along. I didnt want to at first but since i've got nothing to do at home, i agreed to join them. Standard ah kluar ngn budak2 boon keng, kalau tak kecoh, bukan budak boon keng ah tu.. in the midst of berjalan raya, lorry pulak tayar pancit. kekek perrrrr. thats the only memorable part of this jalan raya. OH, and the lorry ride of course.

Sunday 12th Oct : LEPAK

lepak-ed with khairuddin and farid first at towner before heading to geylang bahru to meet shahul and lepak. soon after, fizah joined and off we went to mastura's house since fizah wanted to borrow hindi movies. Lepak-ed till 9pm, fizah stayed at her house and the rest of us met up with jalil and firdaus and lepak again. talked about LOTS of personal stuff till 11plus. talk talk talk non stop. too explicit to state down here. haha.

SO yes, I had alot of fun this few days.

I have hopes and dreams, just like anyone else. wanna know mine. DONT TELL YOU (with the chinese accent) hehehe.

what's going on in your head? im just curious...

ANYONE WANNA BATTLE ANAK BERUK PANTUN?!

ela and fa kalah alr. who's next? hehehe. step pro je aku. ajak bergurau je. ade 5mins? layan lah aku...

2008-10-09T05:05:00.002+08:00

SAMBA BERAYA!

time check. 5.05am. reached home at 3.35am. Last house was ela's. lepak siaaaaa.

omg, i kept hearing your voice calling my name. not you, but the other you. yes you. Maybe im going bonkers or something.

update further later. nights/mornings.

be THE man, shafiq.
do the right thing.
be the hunk that u are meant to be. haha!

2008-10-07T15:56:00.005+08:00

OMG i cant stop laughing right now. I die die thought the funeral band marching past my block was playing Do Re Mi's song. You know, that "Do re mi... tiga orang sahabat... terjumpe, terus sepakat" song? Yes thats it! I swear the trumpets were blowing to the tunes of Do Re Mi. Might not sound funny to you, but it does to me. I laugh at the slightest thing. Hell, I can even laugh at nothing! hahaha

another thing to laugh about. try reading thru all your dusty ancient dah berlapok friendster/comments and u can just smile to yourself & laugh all you want. I did, and i read some of my friends' too, like for i dont know the umpteeth times already. How typical the ancient testimonials were. "Oh this ~insert name~, i've known him/her for sososo years. he/she's a nice guy/girl. love to laugh love to read blah blah. okay i dont know what to say alr. stay happy, stay cute. i want my testi back okay!" testi your testicle la! haha. and all those mushy2 lovey dovey comments from ex boyfriends/girlfriends just send shivers down your spine. Hair tingling moment, if you knw what i mean. And comments from Fizah (mouth guard.. mouth guard WAKKAU) never fails to make me smile and laugh. you're the best man!

okay i'll show you some examples.

"halo shafiq..im not stuck up okay..its juz dat im busy with werk and school..but trust me la..i still love you..even if eu are the ugliest guy in temasek poly.."

aku yang lemah tanpa mu..
oh shafiq..
hidop tidak bermakne tanpe diriku meratapi rambot mu..
yang tak berubah macam overgrown ketiak hair..
take care..
meet u bastard on sunday..

"why I should be in your featured frens..
because I'm way too god of a fren..
second i know you love me a lot as a fren..
third..
we are frens for years..
fourth..
I depend on you and you depend on me like yellow does on blue..
fifth..
you wld accompany me when I'm scared to go home at 2am..
and I'll accompany you to buy waffle even though I'm damn late for gym..
sixth..
you alight from the bus to geylang bahru..
just because you saw me too..
hahaha..
guess dats more than enough..
okok..
ill change mine now..
since u deserve to be in my featured frens..
but i give you 5 mins..
if you dun change urs now..
I'll slaughter u..
mop head."

YOU'RE THE BESTEST SON OF A GUN FIZAH!

Tmr we together-gether bersamba raya! yay. :D

2008-10-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

"Hari raya, semue macam nak giler. Bile puasa, buat buat lah luper."

Macam nak giler tu aku, tapi buat buat luper puasa, aku retire already okay! Thank God, for once in my life I managed to complete the whole fasting month without much fuss. For the first time in my life, no buang-buang puasa, curi-curi makan on purpose. Yay Achievement. Three cheers for me! :D

Wanna know what happened on malam raya at Kallang? Ask me personally and I'll show you the vids of what happened. This is what I call Semangat Hari Raya. Very the meriah. Explosions here there and everywhere. This year, only a police car and a civil defence vehicle came down after the whole thing ended. Okay jugak lah tu.

I miss hari raya prayers on hari raya itself cos I woke up at 10am+, thanks to the last minute spring cleaning of my room and the living room. I went up to my grandma's house since she's staying in the same block as me and all my other aunties and uncles will come down there to celebrate. I was there till night. First thing I did was salam2 everyone, selamat hari raya everyone, eat the ketupat and stuff and then sleep. HEHE. I was super duper sleepy cannot tahan so I just baring in the living room terlentang and slept and dammit I miss Nana Tanjung on Suria eventhough I watched it like countless times already. Good thing the Benjamins flowing in was still as good as any other years. Thus, enabling me to watch Anuar Zain's concert in November! For now, only me, Ela and Zat confirm going. Siape nak ikut? Bilang eh. Jgn cakap aku tak ajak.

2nd day of raya was nothing special. Was at home in the afternoon and lepak-ed with pot 1 geng members at night since there's no guests coming.

3rd day of raya. OH. An impromptu outing confirmed at 4am with Ela, Zat, Aliah, Azzar and Iffah to Ehub for bowling. Since I got a spare and 2 strikes for the first 3 frames, they decided to gang up and kacau my 4th frame onwards. Kurang belacan asam garam betul. Mentang mentang aku champion, korang gang up eh! Siap kau, esp Ela, mangkok tingkat betul. hahaha. After bowling, lepak-ed at pasir ris park, watched Eagle Eye (honestly, i dont really catch the movie) and then home sweet home. I reached home at 1245, my mum stationed at the front door. Masuk rumah je, terus kene marah. HAHA.

4th day of raya. Went to my late grandfather's and uncle's grave and I felt so stupid after one incident. I open up one umbrella until it overturn. I adjusted it back and I thought the umbrella was spoilt. I told my uncle about it but when he open it as per normal, the umbrella was okay. Bodoh per aku. My mum nasi tambah. "Budak poly macam gini ke!". THANKS EH. hahaha. Went house visiting in the evening and got some cash flowing in. Thanks you wahai saudara mara yg murah hati. :)

Going jalan raya again tmr. Harap2 the benjamins will keep flowing in. :)

OH OH OH. SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND ALL MUSLIMS! maaf zahir batin kepada sesiapa yg ku tersalah silap, terkasar bahasa ke, tersengaja sarcastic ke, tersengaja ajak bergurau ke, and terterter yg sewaktu dengannyer. :D

Oh I've got a big problem. Im losing hope on one, but coincidentally starting to like another. Mampos aku.

2008-09-29T04:32:00.002+08:00

The performance was kinda okay, except for the part where the snare totally went silent. TU KEKEK. HAHA. After mass iftar(yay! i know the meaning), we went Geylang to berjalan-jalan, makan n search for my "member ketat". kepala otak lu ah zat. haha.

Pictures from Bloco's performance @ Taman Warisan ytd.

Ni budak KB seriously kekek nak mampos, sampai terbalik-balik, tergolek-golek

Pictures from Bloco's performance @ Spore Cruise Centre on the 23rd of Sept. (tu Dalina forever sebok nak amik gambar. haha)

1 more day to puasa.

2 more days to hari raya! :D

2008-09-28T01:24:00.003+08:00

Friday's meet up and iftar session with best friends. Ela! I know what iftar means alr! Its basically means berbuka puasa beramai-ramai. Cantek eh. Ela & I didnt know what iftar means till i searched the meaning of it on Wiki few minutes back.

I cant wait for malam raya seriously. If you're a first timer coming to my area on malam raya, you will think that Singapore is bombed or attacked or something. The "engineers" down here are really top notch. They can make explosives beyond your wildness imagination. Abit exegerating i know, but you have to experience it first hand. 2 years ago, a tree caught fire. Last year, a bush caught fire and the police & civil defence came to pay a visit for i-dont-know how many consecutive years alr. I wonder how this yr's malam raya celebration will turn out. hopefully all the 5 aspects of total defence will come down. :D

Bloco @ Taman Warisan later. baik ah my snare partner is playing. Hope it'll be fun! :D

2008-09-26T01:57:00.002+08:00

Bloco Singapura @ Indochine.

Im super tired, and I miss my friends alot alot.
All sorts of things are going thru my mind. Maybe Im thinking too much.

Oh i found the right words. Shiok sendiri.
Or the saying goes, tepuk sebelah tangan tak berbunyi. Correct? I think so.

2008-09-25T12:35:00.002+08:00

I forgot to post this up yesterday. So once again, happy bdae teddy! the best wish was definitely from Ramly. "HOPE YOU START TALKING" HAHAHAHA

Bloco singapura performing again tonight at the Forbidden City.. wooohoooo. :D

2008-09-24T03:38:00.004+08:00

Now, I sort of understand why Brazilian footballers like Ronaldinho & Ronaldo always hog the headlines for their excessive partying. Its just in the Brazilian blood, I guess.

Zat called me the day before, saying that Syed Ahmad had asked me to play for bloco's performance for Brazil's National Day on their Navy ship I think. My initial reaction was WHAT! (tapi dalam hati, happy giler) After a few minutes of discussing, I decided to accept the invitation eventhough I dont really know all the bloco songs and make my bloco debut a few days ahead of schedule. Power or what sia. I told my brother I was performing on a starcruise infront of Brazilian delegates as their ship was having a stopover here in Singapore to have a meeting or something. Okay I dont know where that story came from.

The performance itself was brilliant. The brazilian ladies were doing their THANG shaking those bon-bons and there's this one particular brazilian lady in white dress samba-ing her ass off. My first instinct was to drop my snare and shake my ass off with her but being the good boy that I am (XD) , I didnt but just smile at her widely whenever she looked at us playing. I would have fall down to my knees if only she was white. Lots of food and booze and lots of classy people. Totally reminds me of titanic. Thank goodness no shipwreck. They even request that we perform one more time this Thursday. This time round will be at the Forbidden City Clarke Quay, a place which I've never heard of. Probably some club or bar I guess. So looking forward to it, considering we are playing Brazilian music infront of native Brazilians. How cool is that. Yo ladies! shake ur rump!

I'm so having the time of my life playing music. From a concert band to a rock band to a samba band and now, bloco. Lady luck must be smiling at me. How I wish my love life to have a turnaround right about, now. Okay, have a nice day. :)

OBRIGADO!

2008-09-22T01:57:00.004+08:00

The two busking sessions at Tampines and Orchard has been quite a blast. Very tiring indeed, but very fun and satisfying. Bloco Singapura up next on Sunday the 28th at Taman Warisan. Looking forward to it but I'd definitely feel awkward cos I dont know any of them. Okay maybe just a few, but still, you get what I mean right. Ya feel me homies? Since Fizah is not in, hopefully Fa, Fas,Ela and Teddy will be there too. At least ade geng, tak lah aku mangkok sangat.

And guys, I didnt cut mohawk just to look like my so-called "idol" Rizal Wicked Aura okay. Tinggal sama block doesnt mean he's my idol, I follow his hairstyle, I follow his black Volcom shirt blah blah blah. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah saja yg tau niatku. Haha. But seriously, its just coincidence, not purposely trying to imitate him.

Proper updates soon. Lets enjoy and watch the video taken during Sunday's busking at Orchard, shall we?

Upbeats Percussion - Upbeatable

Upbeats Percussion - Adacutab

Upbeats Percussion - Afrobeat

2008-09-13T02:54:00.001+08:00

I Found myself today singing out loud your name.
You said I'm crazy,
if I am I'm crazy for you.

Sometimes sitting in the dark wishing you were here turns me crazy,
but it's you who makes me loose my head

And everytime I'm meant to be acting sensible
you drift into my head and turn me into
a crumbling fool.

Tell me to run and I'll race,
if you want me to stop I'll freeze.
And if you want me gone I'll leave,
just hold me closer baby.

And make me
crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

Lately with this state Im in
I can't help myself but spin.
I wish you'd come over
send me spinning closer to you.

My oh my, how my blood boils,
its sweetest taste for you
It strips me down bare
and gets me into my favourite mood.

I keep on trying I'm fighting
these feelings away,
but the more I do
the crazier I turn into.

Pacing floors and opening doors
hoping you'll walk through
and save me girl.
Because I'm too

crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

2008-09-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

I've been eating quite alot late lately. I don't really feel hungry during the day, cos well probably all the late night sleeping has help my stomach to tahan lapar better. But seriously, whenever buka, I would have a heavy meal, eat some junk food, midnight supper and two rounds of sahur. Consperm chop chop I will gain alot of weight when raya comes, which isn't really a bad thing for me. I need to gain weight cos I feel I'm quite skinny now. Gotta pump in some more meat in it yaw. Hmmm, I wonder. With all this eating, can my body become like that guy in the photo? hehehe. :D

I have my fire and life safety management exam tomorrow and the day after. Wish me good luck. Need millions of it cos basically, I know nothing about it. Good night. :)

I'M STILL IN SEARCH OF KUIH

LOMPANG.

2008-09-08T00:44:00.007+08:00

I step "yam seng" only. Padahal I was just holding a cup of coke.

I CHOOSE YOU, PIKACHU! haha.

Okay that was Thursday night class BBQ pictures for some visual aid. It was kinda okok so to speak. Not all my classmates were there. Ya well my class doesn't have that class unity spirit which I totally enjoy when I was in sec3 & 4. I arrived around 9plus and the walk from McDonalds to area B was quite pleasurable and satisfying. Throughout the long walk, I kept on listening to Adele's songs and some other soothing music which for the first time I feel, was quite calming for me. The smell of the sea breeze at night adds on to the appeasing atmosphere, providing me with the greatest sense of satisfaction which I thought would never be possible. CHEY! Thats really very exeggerating but seriously, the long walk was quite enjoyable, but I dont think I would wanna do that again. TIRING YOU KNOW.

After the bbq, I cabot-ed to meet my ex-band members thaddeus, rafi, sinyuan & kellyann(as always, the only girl & youngest among all) to celebrate hewett's birthday and thanks to me, his bdae celebration was fun. if not, it would have been the most mundane and boring birthday celebration ever. No plannings, no nothing, just cake. Why thank me? cos i initiated smashing the leftover cake at hewett's face. haha. once again, happy birthday hewett. I'm happy you never grow taller than me. :D

Friday. OH I miss friday prayers. haha. how to wake up? i reached home at around 6.30am that morning. Was at home the whole day after jamming.

Saturday. Jamming again. after which, i went to geylang with my buddies to buka puasa and as usual, we buka selekeh-ly. Bought our food and makan at Singpost. We saw Maya Rahman (suria artist) and fizah & azura had the cheek to approach her and say "eh, you very pretty." TAU MALU KE TAK AH KORANG?! aku dah macam bapak2 semalam. haha. and fizah's the only girl whom i know whos very interested in joining the army. Eh lu jgn hangat2 taik ayam suah eh. I myself dread the thought of entering NS and you, a GIRL wanna willingly join the army. U think you can become as slim as me after entering NS uh? wait long long ah gangster gemok. hahaha.
And today, I went on a mission. A mission impossible. A mission anyone would dread joining. The mission was to find any shops selling this freaking rare kuih called kuih lompang. haha. Ela & Farhana told me to head down to Tampines bazaar makan bawah block, which I went but sadly no kuih lompang. Tinggal kuih mintak kene lempang je. haha. The price was quite reasonable I shld say. Shld go there again soon.

okay my mood to listen to hari raya songs has arrive gradually. Its only the 7th day of the fasting month. Next week, consperm chop chop hari raya mood will arrive.

for your viewing pleasure, watch it. cover of saosin's seven years. If you know the song well, you'll spot the mistakes. quite noisy and crappy. It was just a random jamming session after 1mth plus of not touching the drums. so yeah, ciao!

2008-09-05T21:42:00.005+08:00

I'm off to Geylang at 10.45pm SHARP. Thats what my uncle smsed me. "1045 SHARP", cos I always have the tendency to meet him like 10-15mins late? Actually, I'm almost always late when meeting up with friends or even attending lessons. bad habit bad habit. Main objective, makan burger ramlee! keropok lekor, air katirah etc. but still, mostly the burgers & keropoks lekors in Singapore cant beat those in Johor. Way better. Agree?

Talking about food, can anyone tell me where I can find this kuih lompang in Singapore? Seriously, I've been longing for this kuih for more than a year. SERIOUS. I go pasar geylang almost every weekend for breakfast but habuk pun tada. Please please tell me where I can find this kuih okay? If you do, I blanja you minum air neWater free. :D

From a Mohawk with a tail few months ago to becoming an afro soon. What a turn of event. No matter what, rock is still my music, with a slice of percussion batucada. :D

OH OH OH GUESS WHAT. My uncle just called me. Geylang cancel. Aku kene buay. Wo kena pangseh. HAHAHA blardy basket sia. I was already thinking of ordering dengdeng.

It's like I'm almost invisible to you eventhough I was right infront of you waving goodbye.
How cool of you.
very cool.

2008-09-04T11:46:00.007+08:00

Deepest regrets and apologies for not updating the past week. Yours truly has been very busy thinking that he's one busy son of a gun, and was on a hiatus due to exams(ya riight). Lets not blab so much about exams, cos I'm pretty much confident I'm gonna get a B+, and the rest Cs and Ds. Don't ask me why but my confidence is pretty sky high about getting those grades. It sucks, I know. What to do? I'm not that stupid but I must admit I'm one big lazy bum when it comes to studying. Procrastination, the biggest problem never solved.

I went to BayBeats this past weekends! Only got to watch on the 1st and 2nd night. I was bubbled by friends on the 3rd night as most of them went sembayang tarawih I think? I didnt go tarawih that night. Actually I didnt go tarawih ever since the month of Ramadhan came. Sorry la, the TV's too hard to resist. Okay no sidetracking. I got to watch Another Epic Story, Force Vomit & Typecast on the 1st night and Faspitch & Electrico on the 2nd night. AES, Typecast & Faspitch was brilliant I tell you. Faspitch/Typecast are 2 emo/hardcore bands from the Phillipines and they are really Top notch. Wasn't really interested in watching Electrico cause the crowd watching was unbelievable. Never have I seen this crowd so huge at BayBeats! Guess only Electrico are able to draw this kind of huge crowds. AND moshing has never been so fun! (& violent of course) I got a busted lip and blood stains on the back of my tshirt around the elbow area. I guess I must have elbowed someone real hard? No apologies. You deserve it, whoever you are. I guess this yr's Baybeats was as great as last yr's. I only went to watch one band, my only favourite local band,Deputy Siren. Headbanged till my head kena bang and got a neck sprain. Baik or what. :D

Faspitch (PHI)
Typecast (PHI)

Force Vomit

On the other hand, lets talk football! What a big shock I got when Robinho sign for man city. Robinho & Man city? Definitely no link between them but I couldn’t care less cos we’ve got DIMITAR BERBATOV! 30.75 million pounds for him is abit too much(thanks to City, again) but I think it be money well spent. Berbatov is a great forward, exactly what Man Utd needed. Glory glory Man utd!

OH OH! I visited fas at her house with jufri, faizah & the 2 bloco girls. One is Aliyah and I forgot the other girl’s name. Iffah right? Not very sure. Poor thing that gurl_halfway. Broke her toe while chasing after a ball. Accidentally langgar somebody’s heel and vualah! Toe senget. Dah jadi gurl_halfway_senget. She wanted buah tangan and I gave her exactly what she wanted. Buah & Tangan. Buah papaya/starfruit & a “tangan” get well soon card done by yours truly. I know it’s the nicest stickman drawing ever. Just admit it fas. 

And dang, I still cannot decide whether to get a caixa or a snare drum! Price doesn’t really matter to me cos both cost around $200-300+. What I’m still worried about is the usage of it. I wanna get a snare so that I can use it for both samba and my band but the thing is, Ibrahim told me the snare with get out of tune and damaged in the long run, due to the strap used for samba. On the other hand, I wanna get a caixa too cos its better for samba music I guess? And its way lighter than snare, so its better for movement. BUT, I don’t know if im allowed to join Bloco. If not allowed, buang current and buang duit je beli caixa. Haha. Shoot me in the head Fas. I still cannot decide.

For visual aid, the first one is the caixa and the 2nd one is the snare. (Joey Jordison of Slipknot custom series. I want that freaking snare! can match my drumstick. :D) Same same but different.

My class is having BBQ later night & Kellyann invited me to go to Hewett’s birthday celebration. Aiyo both I wanna go! Again, another thing I cannot decide. I wanna go the bbq cos there’s gonna be Satay galore and I’ve been craving for satay since the day the hawker centre behind my house close down for renovations. On the other hand, I wanna go hewett’s bdae celebrations cos I haven’t met those guys and girls for quite a long time. Let’s hope they’ll change the venue to East Coast so that I can attend both “functions”.

Okay this Saturday set eh buka luar! No bubbling whatsoever. Full squad please. Haven’t meet you guys for quite some time alr. ESPECIALLY AZURA. It’s been ages since I last saw/talk to you in person. You’re the only one I miss, cos I always meet the others, NOT YOU. Orang tu kan dah sombong, mentang2 budak MI skrg. Sape lah kite semue kan. Poly/ITE students je. Hahaha. Aku sepak muke kau jgk azura. Ask me to do simple pri sch questions for your tuition. Blardy basket.

So far, the fasting month has been fine for me. Hopefully, it’ll stay that way till hari raya comes! That burning desire to listen to hari raya songs hasn’t struck me yet, but hopefully soon! Yes, anyone who can sing Air Mata Syawal – Siti nurhaliza well for me, I’ll definitely cair I tell you. Haha. Okay that’s all for today. CIAO!

2008-09-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

I feel sleepy whenever I have the urge to blog, like seriously. When I log in to blogger, I'll start swaying from side to side like dancing tango gitu. woo woo tango. haha. ya I've been rotting at home ever since bulan puasa yang mulia ini tiba, except for ytd when I visited Fas at her house. Nah amik kau Buah Tangan from me to you gurl_ halfway. haha. okay I'll update further later. Watch Jeritan Sepi first! cheers! :D

2008-08-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

A near death experience.

I was strolling along Orchard Road alone yesterday when I was just an inch or a few centimeters away from being knocked down by a motorcycle. A 125z to be exact. Luckily the driver was alert and managed to brake in time. If not, I wouldn't have the chance to say goodbye to everyone. Thank God.

Lesson learned. Do not cross the road while listening to your precious little mp3 player & look left and right first before crossing.

2008-08-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

Now that I'm a year older,
I have to grow up
I have to be much more mature than now
be responsible
do the right thing
most importantly, kill that inner wussy inside me.

2008-08-20T19:07:00.003+08:00

The good old days. =)

2008-08-20T18:16:00.008+08:00

I just had an awesome few days. Awesome performance by Bloco and all the other local bands at Tapestry 2008 (my friends band was great. check them out. http://www.myspace.com/hpftf )
And I had one of the best birthday sabotage. Good job guys. The smell's gone now, but the memory doesnt and never will be. :) Anw, a big thanks you to my samba friends Fas, Fa and Ela for coming down. Some of my other friends bubbled for their personal reasons (gf,mum,sleep). Dont worry AZura! im not angry at you! aku ajak bergurau je. haha. And I was most suprised when Nathalia and Rabeeah texted me their birthday wishes. Seriously, of all people I didnt expect them to text me but anyhoos, thanks uh! The former was my sec sch friend/ex-vocalist and the latter was my sec sch band mate. haha.

watch it. laugh all you want. I had fun though. =)

Copied from our blog. ( by fizah) http://www.shamns.blogspot.com/

ok..

So I know this is kind of too fast but YES..

some jerk among us is celebrating his birthday TODAY..

and that person is none other than that asshole SHAFIQ whom i have regarded just like my brother.

So mr shafiq..

you are 18.

legal to be involve in any sexual intercourse,to smoke freely till your arse drop on the floor and to visit the HOUSE OF CONDOM like everyday for all I care.

So you see,I have known this monkey for close to 6 years and still counting I hope so.Since the day,he was such a stucked up bastard in school just because he thinks he's so hawt during those secondary school days to till now,when he become a guy whom the face posess the same thickness as the wall..You see,this bastard here is a talented sucker with abilites such as hitting the drums set, good at rolling with balls like soccer and takraw,so during secondary school times,he has the tendency to be walking around in school with his nose up HIGH.TAPI pandai2 tupai melompat akhirnye jatoh ke tanah jua.He is now one of my BFF and just so he know,that we are his first BFFS even though he might have new ones for all I ever care dammit.

from flat hair to curly hair,from a hawt stuff, to a mat kotai,from giving flower to receiving letter,I have known him all along ah ehhh..

So mat kotai I hope that you did enjoy your bithday celebration just now.and I hope at least you try to love it even if you don't.For all I know,right now,you stink big time.Have a nice time cleaning your smelly hair.Once again,happy hippo birthday.

"Count your life by smiles, not tears. Count your age by friends, not years."

copied from Azura's blog. http://www.a-zuu.blogspot.com/

"It's Shafiq Razali's 18th birthday today.
Honestly,i feel sad not being there to celebrate with him.Really.Actually,it's not on purpose hor.So dude,dont merajok with me anymore ah.
Anyway,there's Fizah,Mas and Shahul plus your Samba friends.Soooo i hope you really enjoyed your birthday.:)
This guy has been one of my very close friends,ive known him for 6 years.
And go get yourself a girlfriend.Pronto! "

THANKS GUYS! LOVES U PEOPLES MANY MANY. I WOULDNT WANT TO TURN 18 ANYMORE. =D

exam mode now....

2008-08-16T11:24:00.004+08:00

MY FIRST EVER VISIT TO ZOUK HAHAHAHA.. actually it me & Ela's, but I had more thrill cos I'm still underage. XD. I cant rmb the name of that 2 girls. The guy behind is Wan a.k.a 125Z kan? haha and theres Fizah and Ela.

Okay so actually I didnt know anything about Wicked Aura's album launch. Ela asked me out since Fas couldn't make it cos of I forgot what reasons. And me being me, with the word Anything/Sembarang at the tip of the tongue agreed la. Kate kawan? haha. I had doubts actually cos Im not legal yet! (next week ah next week. siap kau.) Im super lucky lah cos the person at the door didnt check my IC! baik kepe?! if he'd check mine, I can go home alr siol, no entry. Waited for quite some time till wicked performed, but the crowd wasnt as hyper as the one at esplanade. all in all it was still fine lah. Oh Rina was selling Wicked's merchandize inside zouk. Tolong promote band abang nampak? hahaha she was my primary sch friend btw and was in the same pri sch band. But seriously speaking, I dont feel comfortable inside the club. People drinking, bapoks all over and stuff. Not my kinda thang. Going for gigs and jumping and moshing like no one's business is way cooler, i think. =) shafiq byk bebual je, nanti dah pegi club, terus hook. hahaaha

And greattttt, I've got no plans for today! Must focus must focus must focus. Study time. =)

OAH YES THE ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE IS BACK TONIGHT! GO MAN UTD GO!

2008-08-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

At last, assignments/projects/presentations done. Cant explain how freaking relieved and happy I am right now. 5 more exams to go and yr 2.1 will be over and done with. Oh I'm so "excited".

What is love? tell me about it.

2008-08-12T18:42:00.002+08:00

Monday's berjalan2 bersama Fiza and Mas. Sungguh merepek as usual. And know what, I felt so fucked up cos I wanted to buy that freaking pair of jeans at Topman Lido but the outlet at Lido had already closed! Bloody basket know. So, I got the jeans I saw the day before at Topman Marina Sq.

Okay watch the vids. Feat perempuan melayu tergila - Fiza. (Sorry for the poor video quality. Blame Mas for using her phone)

2008-08-12T14:15:00.004+08:00

Sunday's keluar berjalan-jalan bersama kawan2 samba. One word. Fun.

Fafa play cheat. She's not that tall actually.

Tourist. One from duno where. Another from Sarawak.

Fas, tengok ape tu? ade nyamuk ehhh? haha

Oh watch this video. Anyone who's interested in walking properly, please contact me okay. I will coach you till you can walk to perfection. :D

2008-08-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

what GREAT coursemates I have. What are friends for? For fucking your ass, I'd say. I can foresee my life in TP would have been miserable more than ever if I didnt join samba. Seriously, most of my coursemates dont see you as friends, but another competitor vying for that top spot. What the fuck is this man? I can tell some of my coursemates are sincere true blue friends whereas most of them are not. Ask you something. Is sharing 2 or 3 pictures for a certain project that difficult? Is sharing 2 or 3 pictures gonna pull your marks down and push my marks all the way to the top? Is sharing 2 or 3 pictures gonna make u suffer and die a virgin? I didnt expect poly students to be this great, and of all people, it had to be my coursemates. Great. Totally great.

All in all, I must say... FDM people sucks. (well, some of them do. BIG TIME) MKPL, big one.

2008-08-10T01:24:00.004+08:00

Hello people. Okay for the benefit of Fiza and gang and whoever, I'll state down my wishlist for my birthday. I expect you guys to get all of it okay! nah just kidding, but if you guys are willing, I is anything. haha. But seriously, all of this doesnt really matter cos I just wanna have fun on my birthday cos its alr exam time 2 days after.

I'll forever dream of owning this two t shirts until I get myself a credit card. U can check it out at http://www.twloha.com/

DC gold new era! This cap is cool. You can get it at Gallery @ Pacific Plaza Orchard rd. Ringan ringan je $59. =)
This cap is cool too! U can get it at World of Sports @ Wisma Atria. Ringan ringan jugak $50+. (currently tengah sale, so faham2 lah eh.)

Okay I saw something like this wallet at Quiksilver @ Lido. Looks really similar but I dont know if its the same model. I only rmb that its on sale. Thats all. ringan ringan jugak. $20+. Quiksilver t shirts are also on sale. cheap cheap good good. all ringan ringan only. haha

Enough of the birthday nonsense. I actually spend my national day at home, watching tv and tv and more tv. Very shiok. Saturday whole day watch tv, and Im planning to be out of the house today cos my parents are away to Melacca and Im having a test on Monday. Seriously, Im lazy and im screwed. Oh mas, you wanna know hows my studies going? Well I've got two words for ya... DONT ASK. :)

2008-08-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

I fucking hate it when makciks start to be their typical self, which is being 100% KEPO NAK MAMPOS and even more so when it involves me. Nbcb lah. I fucking hate it know. This is not the first time my mum's friend report about my whereabouts to my mum. I dont know who that bloody makcik is, but if I find out, I will pangkar her totally. I FUCKING HATE IT. Its like whatever I do, good or bad, someone will just report to her. Its like having a surveillance camera following me wherever I go and you know how irritating that is? Tak payah nak jaga tepi kain aku lah musibot kepala pistol nye makcik mane tah. Now Im pissed, seriously.

2008-08-05T17:32:00.003+08:00

AKU LAPAR.

AKU KEMPUNAN NAK MAKAN TU LEMON CHICKEN KE

APE TAH NAMENYE KAT SWENSEN'S.

AKU NAK MAKAN AYAM STEAM KAT ENGINE NYE

WESTERN FOOD.

AKU NAK MAKAN PIZZA JUGAK.

AKU NAK MAIN TAKRAW.

AKU NAK LEPAK NGN MEMBERS GUA.

(FIZA,AZUU,MAS,SHAHUL SEMUE AND MANY MORE)

AKU NAK LEPAK NGN PORT 1 MEMBERS

(KHAI,KAMAL,FARID,JALIL SEMUE AND MANY MORE)

AKU NAK RAMBUT AKU JADI PANJANG SIKIT & STRAIGHT

LAH MUSIBOT.

AKU NAK MAIN DRUM.

AKU NAK JAMMING.

AKU DAH LAME TK REMBAT ORANG (K NI BOHONG. MCM

PA JE)

AKU NAK TGK WAYANG.

AKU NAK JOGGING. LAME TAK JOGGING.

AND LAST SKALI, AKU NAK TU "IKAN"

HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA

sorry for typing everything malay cos Im in my super berbahasa melayu mood. It was such a fucked up day so im trying to distress by doing nonsensical stuff. this is one of it, and im going out now. Lepak with port 1 members is one way to chill out after a fucked up day in school. =)

2008-08-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

But if I tell the world
I’ll never say enough
'cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what I need to do
if I'd end up with you

Should I give up?
or should I just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere,
or would it be a waste?
even if I knew my place
should I leave it there?

2008-07-31T23:56:00.004+08:00

Yayness. No school for tomorrow. Air con tutorial and IRDD lecture cancelled for I dont know what reason. So basically there's no reason for me to be in school tmr unless my geng wanna complete our 3 projects due next week, which I doubt so.

Now that I've Friday all for myself, I'm thinking of what I should do. Study? Project? Go out & hang out? Takraw? I wanna do all of it, and I wanna jammmmmmmmmmmmmmm. It's been dont know how long since I whack a drumset. Dah lah last week aku kene buay. I like sort of "practised" alot of Arctic Monkeys songs since my kampong friend's band jamming that kinda songs, abeh last minute buay. Stupid ah.

Okay I've no idea what to type here. Okay bubbye. If you're free, watch the video below! I duet with Saufi ytd at ITAS singing this song. He called me fiqfiq while I called him fifi. hahaha.

OH ADDING ON TO THAT...

Reading Ela's recent entry made me miss my sec sch band like alot. The performances, fun and laughter and all, the bond we had after the genting trip. wah now I feel like watching the genting trip dvd. *my mind reminiscing*

go watch it. I cant rmb the title of this piece but was playing the drums btw. Last performance during sec4 XD

2008-07-29T22:46:00.003+08:00

Im sorry but I've made up my mind. I'm sorry but every good thing must come to an end. I'm sorry that we have to go our seperate ways. I can't bear to be away with you but this is fate and fate decides everything and it will all get better in time. It hurts me to throw you away but the time has come. I really cherish all the moments we had together, through the fire and the flames we stood strong. Thank you for being there for me whenever I'm shivering with nervousness everytime before any band performance or presentation. It's been 2/3 years together but I guess the time has come for you to go where you rightfully belong now. The dustbin. Goodbye and farewell my beloved, cord shoe. =(

Hahaha. Nice story eh? In case you people are wondering, my beloved cord shoe which I've been using for the past 3 years has died down on me. The sole of the left shoe got ripped off when I was on my way to the bustop after hanging out with my sec sch geng at our usual port. How sad right? Its been 3 years you know, eventhough I know eventually that shoe's just gonna rip itself wide open cos the side's already koyak-koyak. 3 years okay! I've been using that shoe since I was in sec 3 for band performances and now for formal presentations. Guess I have to buy another cord shoe like immediately cos I think I still have quite a few more presentations in the next 2 weeks. Okay one last time, goodbye my beloved Americaya cord shoe!

Moving on, I had my security & surveillance project presentation today! I tell you, it was damn crik crik. Quite a number of powerpoint slides but all completed in about 5-10mins I think? Roy Tang(my tutor, CP also) was like,"ok next! next!", "aiya I can read faster than you. Next!", "Ah hah! Why liddat wan?". I tell you, his england damn powderful. He pronounces zero as JILO and some other funny funny sounding words. He commented me on my dressing cos I was wearing a black shirt and a red tie (MYCHEMICALROMANCEMAH!) and I guess I was too punk rock for him. He said no one goes to work wearing like that. Dont bluff ah basket nyer teacher. Wanna die a painful death ah? haha :D

Oh, didnt I mention Bloco Singapura was extremely brilliant last weekend? Damn shiok lah okay. I decide which day was better, but if my life depends on it, I'd say the 2nd day was better, probably because Aishah didnt perform? hahahahaha. just kidding. Both days were extremely satisfying and Im still having a hard time deciding which day was better. Im really hoping to be part of this sort of organisation cos I really love drumming big time! Thanks for forcing me to join my pri sch band when I was in pri 3 eh 2nd bro. you wont regret your action for the rest of your life. haha.

Bloco first day

Bloco 2nd day

Oh I had a good laugh when Ain sent me this pict. Look at her lah! From a tinnie winnie cute girl to becoming HANTU GALA. hahahahaa.

I've the urge to speak english, as in really proper english everyday cos basically, my class' main communicating language is a remix of broken english, malay, chinese and hokkien. You know I know what that hokkien word is. That's like a MUST to say after every discussion or argument or whatsoever. My english is like abit, or maybe very karat already and I dont likeeeee. Need to improve big time. Hahaha okay dudes & dudettes(i dnt know what the hell that word is), goodbye and goodnight! Im so gonna miss my cord shoe. haha. :)

2008-07-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

Haiqal and Mastura got sabo-ed yesterday. Whole load of fun watching people get sabo-ed with flour+water=gummygummy dough on their bodies but I pity Mas cos she board the bus with flour still on her hair!

And ytd night's lepak session with ain, aiman and sharifah was damn shiok. *PINKIES TOGETHER*, Cakap Sini Habis Sini and the DO, DATE OR DITCH. nice or what sia.

Moving on, Just a random thought. I feel that everyone should have their own mind, do what you think is right and not seperti lembu cucuk hidung. Kan aku dah start peribahasa aku. People with shallow brains are just ******. I've lots more to rant but yeah, I'll just keep it to myself for the time being cos the only thing processing right in my mind is my assignments/projects. Ask me if you wanna know and I will tell you if I feel like telling you.

2008-07-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

Saw this vid on azura's blog. just wanna spread some love yaw. haha, but seriously this video moved me, and i hope it will move you too. I bet aisyah's gonna love it cos she so the very the loving to animals since she's in vetinery course. haha okay watch it.

Love knows no limits and true friendships last a lifetime. Get back in touch with someone today. You'll be glad you did. =)

2008-07-20T18:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY WATCHING THE VIDEOS! MASTURA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS. have a good laugh. :) watch from top to bottom

The Interview with a black man aka nigga aka negro

The interview with the birthday girl

scissors, paper, stone

amy search - isabella (OUR COVER)

BIRTHDAY GIRL'S WISH

Techno siao - crazy baby. HAHAHA

ENJOY PEOPLE

2008-07-19T10:48:00.002+08:00

i think i'm gonna be one dead shagged piece of crap by the end of this semester, looking at the tonnes of workload uncompleted and the endless activities i have witn my members. No gang activities involved okay.

But anyhoos, mastura , please thank me many many cos i informed quite a few samba gelek-gelek gengs about your birthday and requested them to sms u in the middle of the night. Sampai Ela tersalah cakap happy 19th birthday. hahaha.

So yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAS! cya laterrrrrr.

2008-07-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

I did quite a random thing today. I went to the library after lunch break and read David Beckham's autobiography while the rest of my geng nonsense-nonsense. Omg i actually concentrated on reading the book!, ignoring the rest of them. Baik fiq. My 2nd visit to the library during fire safety lecture(standard lah halfway cabot), i borrowed cristiano ronaldo's autobiography home! obsessed with footballers' lives ke ape sia fiq. haha. okay after finished reading ronaldo's, i think im gonna borrow ashley cole's book cos of his much publicised jealously towards arsenal fans' treatment towards their former striker theirry henry and his move to chelsea. Oh man, i should be revising for exams instead of reading all this autobiography sia. haha.

its okay its alright. i've got nothing more to say. OH YES. TMR'S WEDNESDAY! SAMBA MAMBA BABAY. ahem ahem ahem :D

2008-07-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

What a great start to the day. What a great start to the week. Never have I felt so satisfied and that extra week of impatiently waiting was worthwhile. Today was the day we dropped the bomb and she couldn't take the heat. OMFG I'M JUST SO PLEASED AT HOW THINGS UNFOLD TODAY! Revenge can never go any sweeter than this. Payback's a bitch and thus, mission accomplished and satisfaction achieved.

And sooooo, this is how the story goes. Few weeks ago, my group had our resort design presentation and honestly speaking, we kinda screwed because of some hickups popping up last minute and there she was, sitting at the back of the lab shooting us questions after questions after questions but luckily my groupmates were on the ball. Fortunately for us, she got shot back by raymond(my lecturer). She mentioned our pricing for our deluxe room of US$1000+ was too over the top but she didnt realise that it is actually value-for-money as compared to the normal market price! Quite recently, we FDM-ers had a site visit to Amara's Sanctuary and Sentosa Cove in Sentosa and down there, you'll realise how resort operations are like, the room rates for different types of rooms and stuff but she didnt attend and because of this, Raymond chitty chitty bang bang her lah.

Okay that was during my group's presentation. The bomb was actually during her presentation today. Blah blah blah blah blah she and her groupmate showed their video(cannot challenge ours lah. XD), presented their powerpoint and okay done. Raymond opened the floor to the rest of us and that's when all hell breaks loose. My geng Nigel and Azri lepak at the back of the class and then one by one we gun them down. Nigel's one was a classic. He shot them down about their dresscode in the worst possible manner. Very very caustic hor. And I cant rmb what Hong Wei asked but his question got an applause from raymond which is a rare thing to happen and i managed to make raymond laugh siol! "Pan fry, stir fry or deep fry?!" haha! biar dorang rase sikit. Have a taste of your own medicine wussies.

Everything just went right today. Seldom happens but it did and Im freaking satisfied. :)

2008-07-12T14:32:00.005+08:00

A very big YAHOO! and Alhamdulillah cos today is Saturday. No school and I'm able to enjoy my sleep without any disturbances, though I was supposed to go to Bedok this morning for soccer & takraw with Akmal and gang. (Sorry ah geng aku buay. Katil taknak lepaskan aku ah.) I'm all alone at home right now and I'm enjoying it cos I can do everything I want at home. I can just play my lagu-lagu rock loudly without anyone complaining and headbanging all by myself. Might sound crazy but this is what I do whenever I'm home alone. Nak shiok sendiri lah katekan. haha.

So how has my week been? Sucky and mundane I feel. Standard lah school, super boring and all just like every other week. Seriously, somebody needs to just come up to me in the face and give me one freaking tight slap. Somebody just needs to wake me up. I dont know what I've been doing ever since 2nd yr started and honestly, I dont know what the hell's going on in Project Management & Air conditioning. I never did a single tutorial or lab of project management(I pass the term test though) and as for airconditioning, since its a PBL subject, I alr forgotten how to do the topic that I was suppose to master. Mati mati, tentu mati. This is an SOS. I really need help, esp from my classmates/coursemates.

Sometimes I wonder. What if I was hardworking from day 1 of poly. What if, what if, what if. All those "what ifs" pops up in my mind. Sometimes I think I'm able to score all those As if only I put in the effort. My gpa is a sucky 2.48 and JQ, who sleeps in almost every lecture eversince I knew him has a gpa of 3.48 and he's in the director's list. WTF. life's so unfair, i know but i dont really care.

ARGH. FUCK SCHOOL. why the fuck am I talking about school on saturday?! I shld just chill out and be stress free today. Lepakkkkk. Mane members gua? Hopefully tonight there's takraw cos I've been deprived of takraw for about 2 weeks and my legs are itchy to jump and fly and handstand and tonggang terbalik and tergolek-golek and all. haha. OH wait, i shldnt have said FUCK. I shld say PARK, like PARK YOU... *my mind's thinking of juffri's china classmate*

Just a random picture. FYI, these people are my geng, my bffs, my whatever you wna call it. I like this picture becos this is the only pic with close to full strength. The one missing was Ali and i can still roughly remember when this pic was taken. If im not wrong it was like 1 or 2 weeks after we embarked on our poly/ite journey. Much have changed. Akasha(in green) has gone MIA and i havent seen or talk to him for months now. Azura(beside me) has changed from a nerdy toot little girl to one bloody minah skarang eh. biase dier. now also very the sombong eh. donwan talk with me. tkpe tkpe. mentang2 dah jadi bdk MI, sombong eh. complain to your nenek then you know. shahul,shah,hidayat & ali all have have gfs. So basically, im the only guy left whos SINGLE. haha baik fiq. padehal last time i had gfs, not them. okay except for shah. for now, my zaman gemilang is over and its now their turn to take over but wait for my comeback okay! haha. okay thats all for today. bubbbyeee. Oh yes, GAMBATTE FOR MYSELF! =)

"Nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu

sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini"

2008-07-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

I just realised that my 2nd brother bought alot of Zara apparrels when he went to Germany last month. Like really freaking alot lah. A few hoodies, a few cardigans, t shirts and pants. Wah satu suit sekali dier borong. The only Zara stuff I have for myself is my shoe. But nvm, I can tompang glamour with my bro's clothes. :D

Damn tired. Gotta sleep early tonight..

2008-07-06T13:24:00.002+08:00

Early Sunday morning rude shock. I was sleeping on the sofa ytd night and when I woke up this morning and entered my room, I saw my 1st brother and his gf sleeping. There's 2 beds but still... WTF...

I swear my brother's gf totally resembles a bloody grizzly bear.

2008-07-05T15:22:00.004+08:00

I just got back from Parkway Parade after an out-of-the-blue outing with my sister. She called me asking me where I am and stuff, and she asked me if I wanted to go out to Parkway but I heard Thailand and was like HUHH?! THAILAND?! hahaha! After discussing with her, I decided to follow her and told her to wait for awhile cos I thought she was at work and I need to bathe an all. Suddenly I heard her door room opening and to my surprise, she was in her room all the while! Bloody basket you gemok pendek nye kakak. Cheat my feelings. Hahaha. But thanks alot for the new shoe. Vans skate shoe beb. I wanted another Billabong T shirt but she said NO SATU JE. hahahahaha.

Ytd was another random day. Early morning quiz. Subject - air conditioning & hydraulics. Topic - Psychometrics and cooling load estimation. Honestly speaking, I dont understand whatever's in this 2 topics, or should I say, the whole subject. I think its pure bullcrap and I screwed up and I came late. Baik fiq, there you go again. Late for this late for that. Boleh mampus. I tried to keep myself awake during lecture and I managed to eventhough my head was swinging from side to side, but still, I managed to keep myself awake. Improvement eh. If I had followed my standard operating procedure, I would have entered the LT, find a corner seat and shut down. Haha.

After Friday prayers, me and my takraw kakis went to Shahul's house, initially planning to watch Evolusi KL Drift (woo! fasha Sandha woo!) but then we settled on this Thai horror movie. I forgot the name of it but it's totally not for the faint hearted. It's very very very very very very gory, murders here and there and can you imagine a soup full of a dead person's items like eyeballs, nails, toes etc? It would have been better if we'd watch it at night and I bet all of us would be damn scared our balls would go all the way up other throat. Haha.

And then at night. Managed to hang out with my bffs and we went Fort canning to check out check out. My idea eh. Ahem ahem. hahahahaha. We were around that area, so just check it out lah. Entered Fort canning, straight away I can recognise Fas cos of her hair. Trademark lah. Never seen anyone with that kind of hairstyle and beside her, also can recognise it was Fa cos of the way she ties her hair and her white shorts. Seen her like that before, so can recognise lah. haha. The combine samba was ok lah, quite nice but I dont know much cos it was like only 15mins of hearing them practise. So after that, went jalan2, go makan, reached home around 11 45 and then Mas complained to me cos her parents marah2 dier giler babi and stuff. sorry Mas! see, im a good listener. hahaahaha.

My makel friend, Junaid gave me this very interesting question. Okay let's just come up with 2 simple names. Ali and John are my two friends. I want to buy a TV but I have no money. So I borrow from each of them $50. How much do I have now? $100 correct. The TV cost $97. $100 - $97 = 3 bucks. So I return them $1 each and the other $1 I kept for myself. How much do I owe each of them now? $49. Total I owe both of them is $98. So I return that $1 I took just now to them. $98 + $1 = $99. I owed them $100 but now $99. The question is where did the $1 go to? I told Junaid, Jesus donated that $1 to some children society because he's kind hearted and generous. Hahahaha. Seriously, I dont know the answer. Go figure it out then tell me.

I cant rmb when but recently, I read this article about men and women and I found out some interesting stuff. It says in that article that when women shares a problem or two with men, she doesn't want him to solve them but just listen to what she has to say. But we men have this problem. We are engineered in a way that we will try to solve every problems we face in life and solve it as possible but women dont want this characteristic of men to get involved when sharing their problems. They only want men to just listen but AGAIN, we men are poor listeners. Thats why most women confide their problems to people of the same gender. Interesting stuff eh? But I dont think I'm a bad listener. I'm quite a good one okay! Haha.

i cant wait for wednesday! baik Fa, sila jalankan tugas on wednesday okay. haha okay people. goodnight. =)

2008-07-03T10:06:00.003+08:00

Time check : 0930hrs. I just woke up from a nice few hours of sleep, though I would have preferred to have slept the whole day today considering the fact that I had a very long, tiring but fruitful day ytd. Slept at 12+ and woke up at 9+am. Total of 9hrs of sleep = NOT ENOUGH! I miss sleeping for 12-15hrs and waking up all smelly and sweaty like I haven't bathe for days and walking like a zombie around the house and just kicking whatever's along the way to the bathroom, be it accidentally or purposely. You know, I used to have this battle with my 2nd brother when I was much much younger. The challenge was to go on for as long as possible without bathing. I didnt bathe for 2 days but my brother went on for 3! Yeah I miss those kiddy kiddy days when I can just go mandi-less for as long as possible and my mum would just drag me to the bathroom and splash water all over me. I also miss talking to my 2nd brother. Now, the only thing that I can have a long conversation with him is talking about school, something which he is serious about since he's from NUS, and me being me, I would just listen to whatever he says. Enter right ear, exit left ear cos basically I dont really give a shit about school. Remember friends, "Oh if I get into poly, i will really study hard and not play around too much." Yeah, whole load of bullcrap.

Oh I learnt something during U-theatre. If you're never close to somebody, U wont feel the need to suddenly want to be close with that person and have good long chats with him/her. Like you wont wake up one fine morning, suddenly thinking that well, maybe it might be a good idea if you'd be close buddies with him/her like all of a sudden when you two were close before. Think about it. Unless you had a close relationship before, then thats a different story. But think about it.

I need a makeover. An attitude makeover. My attitude sucks big time when it comes to studies.

On the other hand, Samba rump (idk the spelling. sounds like sembarang je) snare beats are damn shiok! Snare roll + rim shot + hard single strokes combo. niceeeeeeeeeee. I would have never been able to come up with this kind of snare groove cos I'm like so bloody used to punk rock beats and most of the snare parts that I learnt during secondary school were like super duper classical style. What can you expect from a concert band right? My creativity's limited. GOTTA EXPAND IT.

Okay. I gotta go bathe now and off to school. A7x song - Dear God just kept on ringing in
my head! Sheesh.. goodbye...

2008-06-30T20:26:00.002+08:00

First of all, I want to thank all of you for being very patient. 2 months of not updating and my fingers are itching to pour everything out of my head. My reasons are always the same. Number 1 reason, definitely LAZINESS, or no.2 BUSY lah standard. Haha.

Okay school first, NOT academic wise but the other side of school. I'm really glad I met a bunch of cool people in samba, and I regret not joining last year. Reason being, I dont even know samba percussion existed in TP! haha, and you know, my 1st yr in TP was like SUPER SUPER monotonous. I only came to school for lessons and that's about it. I never went out with my classmates, okay once or twice perhaps, cos they are like =_=".. No other activities, no nothing. At least I have something to look forward to every Wednesday! and of course get to know more people. Almost everyone in samba, juniors & seniors alike, are handsome pretty cute cool hot hip cool happening hyper friendly giler babi and the list goes on and on and on. THAT'S how cool they are. :D... chey chey chey Shafiq is bootlicking. Haha.

Actually, joining samba is also another dream come true. Back in secondary school, I've always wanted to join this kind of percussion groups but I've totally no idea where to go to. My 2nd brother always told me to join this kind of groups so that my talent won't go wasted and he even offered to rocommend me to Rizal(Wicked Aura) since he knew him and he lives like 6 or 7 storeys above me but I didnt want and I replied in my heart, "ape standard aku nak main ngn wicked aura? lain tahun sua". I was 15 or 16 back then I think. 2 yrs on. I THINK I CAN JOIN WICKED AURA ALR! huahuahua maciam Pahemmm.

I'm really hungry right now and all kinds of food are downloading into my brain. The hawker centre behind my block has alr closed down for like a few months for renovation and will only be ready in middle of next year. I MISS lots of food down there.

Food that I miss from the hawker centre.

1) SOP KAMBING! damn famous okay this sop kambing.
2) Mee Soto Wak Sipar
3) Satay gado
4) Satay
5) Mee hoon + kway teow goreng mama
6) Putu mayam
7) Roti jeneket
8) Kuih puteri salad
9) goreng pisang/goreng cempedak POWER GILER.
10) Jemput-jemput.

Okay before I end this off, I wanna say that I have a new BFF! Her name's Siti Faseha Bte Haroon Marican. you know I know eh. hahahaha. Okay, off I go, and I'll try to update my dying blog as often as possible. CHEERS! :D

2008-05-06T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hello world. I AM BACK. haha. Its been like almost 2 months since I last updated. Ya whatever. I've been very very lazy to update and furthermore I've been very busy doing activities like hanging out? haha. Ya school has alr reopen for like 2 or 3 weeks and I can tell you 2nd yr is FAR different from my 1st yr. my 1st yr was basically slacking like almost everyday but not for 2nd yr. Projects are alr coming thick and fast for all subjects and eventhough theres no more maths, life hasnt been much easier. Theres this subject called IRDD(integrated facilities design & mgt) and the teacher showed us the project briefing, I was like omg omg wtf! there's sooooooo much things to do like doing a 5 min video presentation, designing your own integrated resort n stuff and he assured us that this project will make us have sleepless nights. yaaa thanks alot Mr raymond wong. Almost everyone dislikes him, cos he's like so bloody arrogant lah. but all in all, school has been pretty fun and I feel soooooo wtf when i saw jalil's classmates cos like almost all the girls are hot chicks. wtf! look at my class. Only a few. so sadded. LOL.

I recently went to KL to watch this malay award show called anugerah planet muzik and i managed to see alot alot of celebrities in the malay industry but one artist who totally captured my heart was this woman. PHEW!!! <3333333

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE. wait for another 2 mths for me to update. LOL. =D

2008-03-16T15:18:00.004+08:00

I'll continue this tagging game thingy. Saw me name in Jingxuan's bloggie, so yeah I'll continue.
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a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.

1. I'm really scared of flying cockcroach. XD

2. I'm a huge Man United fan. I'll sacrifice my sleep to watch Man U's game early in the morning.

3. Still a huge fan of Britney Spears. Hope she'll remember to wear her undies everyday.

4. Huge fan of WWE. In case if you dont know, it's World Wrestling Entertainment. I watch the new episodes of RAW on Youtube every Monday night without fail. =D

5. I'm actually a quiet person when I meet new people. I only start to be loud when I start to get comfortable with the new people I meet.

6. I started smoking end of sec1. A social smoker until like around mid of 2007. I think I've turned heavy alr. haha.

7. I love cheese. Sedap hingga menjilat kaki. (Toe-licking gooood!) hahaha.

I really have no idea to write cos I've done this tagging thingy before and I try my best no to repeat what I've said. So yeah.

WOOOOHOOOOO! FIZA IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!

I MISS YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT. =DDD

2008-03-10T03:37:00.002+08:00

"Relationship is like test driving a car..." Quote - Miami Ink.

Best analogy EVER..

1. Music playing at the moment - I Never Wanted To - Saosin

2. One Reason for living - To prepare for life after death.

3. Do u think you're ok? - Erm, ya sort of, but not really.

4. Ever donated blood? - No.

5. Fav colour - red, black, yellow.

6. accesories usually worn - used to be necklace, but now none.

7. One song to describe heartbreak in the past - Far Away - Nickelback; I Drive Myself Crazy - N'Sync

8. Most boring sport - golf

9. Ever had a baby? No. DUH...

10. Last TV show seen - Miami Ink

11. The most romantic gift - errrr, none.

12. Piercings or tattoos? - I want both of it, but sadly I can't.

13. Been on stage before? - ya.

14. Struck by lightning before? - No.

15. Danced with your loved one before? - nope.

16. Ever wished you could turn back time? - ya sometimes, when certain things don't go well.

17. Idol you always want to meet? Travis Barker

18. Last person met - Farid

19. Last person to text - can't remember who.

20. What will you be doing tomorrow? - working.

21. Ever thought of robbing a bank? - ya, but too bad singapore's security is water tight.

22. One thing you totally regret - actually there's two. One is family issues n another is personal issues

23. Do people like you? - Dont know. Maybe, maybe not.

24. What was the last music played on the computer? - icebox - omarion

25. Someone who means alot to you at the moment - I dont know. My close friends I guess.

26. Colour of your mobile - Brownish

27. Do you hate someone at the moment? - nope but quite a few that I dislike.

28. Songs that cheer you up - Every Saosin songs.

29. Last song you sang - It's Gonna Be Me - N'Sync (self entertainment (=. )

30. Worst thing that ever happen to you - Standard la, relationship stuff.

31. Cats or dogs? - Cats.

32. What do you wish to happen right now - 1) all problems solved, 2) Saosin to perform right infront of me (wishful thinking, yeah)

33. Last thing you did - Ate something I cooked.

34. Things you'll do nw - most probably sleep cos its alr 4.30am and Im working later

35. I hate - getting into trouble, personal problems, Women's wrestling matches.

36. I love - Somebody, anybody, everybody..

2008-03-08T00:49:00.006+08:00

Yay. I finally have a job. Gonna work at pizzahut customer service centre very soon, like this coming Monday. Luckily, Zakie recommended me to the supervisor or whichever personnel in charge. If not, I think I'll be like Nurul, waiting and waiting and waiting for their call. The pay is not that attractive but the good thing is that they'll pay our salary every 2 weeks. I was kinda surprised the whoever interviewed me didn't ask me too many questions. I was expecting questions like, "why do u wanna work here?" or "what do you think of pizzahut?" that kinda stuff but she didn't. She just kept talking, asked me very few questions and ttold me to report for work this Monday. I guessed she like me. Power kepe kepe?! HAHA. Once I start working, I really need to budget my expenses cos currently, my bank account is such a "pleasant" sight to see. OUB a/c - $20.01, POSB a/c - $1 (I think. LOL ) Veli veli nice amount indeed. How to go out, how to watch movie, how to go shopping, how to treat girlfriend liddat? Pathetic right, life without a pleasant bank account balance. haha.

Money talks. With money, almost everything is possible and talking about money, I'm seriously considering joining the MLM industry. I know many, and really many people will say that MLM is a scam and I had kind of mindset too but eversince my good buddie join this thingy, he started making big bucks already. He's somebody that I really trust, so right now I think MLM is not that bad afterall. I still have my doubts but yeah, we shall see in the future. My ex-classmate, Victor Lim is alr making like $30-40K per month. Cool right. I really wanna be rich, and as quckily as possible. I don't wanna be rich when I'm alr old and fragile cos by that time, I'll be sitting on a huge sofa, smoking my pipe. HAHAHA. I'm seeing $$$$$$ everywhere now. XD

Money matters aside. School stuff now. Wtf I really really cannot believe I fail my maths, AGAIN. I already knew I was going to flop for the main exams but I didnt realise that I have to get at least 50% to clear my maths. I alr scored A for my coursework(class test etc) and it will be such a waste if my maths are not graded. I have to take the supp paper in like another 2 or 3 weeks and I hope I'm not the only one taking it. Hope Jingxuan fails her exams too, so at least I have a buddy to go study together and do exams. HAHA. Bloody hell, my careperson only called me and no one else in my class. Maybe he sayang me more than the rest, or maybe because I'm "famous" because of my maths. haha. Only god knows why.

I can't remember which day's newpaper I read, either yesterday or the day before and I saw this cartoon which was really funny. It was about the on going political battle in Malaysia and the prime minister or whichever minister was giving a rally to crowd watching. He shouted MERDEKA(independence) 3 times. The 1st time, the crowd was like neutral and the 2nd n 3rd time, everyone was starting to fall asleep. Then, the minister shout MAU DUIT KAH! which means, "want money anot?" and everyone was re-energised and alive. HAHAHA. What a propaganda. A very good article for social studies source based question. haha. I'm so not into politics but I like it when my uncle, not the one I'm closed to, talks about politics. Anything about Singapore and Malaysia and he'll surely have an opinion about that issue. he only thing I know right now is that the parties involved in the elections are critising how bad the other parties are in order to get the voters to vote for them and the way they condemn each other is really funny lah. I watched the news and I saw one of the Chinese Democratic Party leader condemning UMNO with full of passion and fervour. haha. Why can't the world just be equal to each other. Oh yeah I forgot, life's never fair and y0u just have to live with it or fuck it/. HANDS UP FOR COMMUNIST RULING! =D

Before I end, please people, call the police if you see JI leader & escapee Mas Selamat Bin Kastari. He suck balls. If I spot him outside, I think I'll whack his other leg and make him limp on both legs. POWER kepe?! HAHA. okay people. Byebye.

<3 gf...

2008-02-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

10 things that makes me happy. (in random order)

1) Hanging out with my best buddies & touching n smelling azura's hair. XD
2) Jamming with my band & getting to play the drumset.
3) takraw
4) listening to hardcore/punk rock/emo music. Im currently obsessed with Madina Lake & There For Tomorrow.
5) Watching Vanessa & Pamela on Amazing Race Asia. OMG they are so damn pretty.
6) playing fifa 08 using my custom-made Manchester United team. =D
7) watching any harry potter movies countless of times.
8) watching classic old black n white malay movies.
9) watching man united scoring loads of goals, like hammering arsenal 4-0 n newcastle 5-1.
10) hmmmm, currently K****A** ... =)

i cant be bothered to tag anyone else. so yeah. =D

2008-02-26T00:29:00.001+08:00

new song from my band. No title, no singing yet, but just check it out yaw. =DD

oh yeah nathalia, if you happen to visit my dying blog, check out the song. Its finally completed. =DDD

2008-02-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna be naive but if the text message I received from you was true and you really meant what you said, I'll be uberly glad... <333

2008-02-08T03:49:00.001+08:00

Pardon me for being so random but I really really miss secondary school life.

Damn.

2008-02-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

3rd warning letter for this semester.

GREAT ACHIEVEMENT, SHAFIQ!

hahahahaha. I contributed 3 out of 12 warning letters received by my classmates. power kepeeee?! I think I had the most warning letters in my class. Power uh. I think those who got warning letters in my class only had 1 each, but to get 3, POWER UHHH?! Really great achievement SIOL, but for all the wrong reasons. HAHAHAHAHAA. I've been really slacking like fuck eversince school reopens. I dont have the heart to go to school anymore. School's like a bloody chore. Same old boring thing everyday in school. Nobody to hang out with. Like back in the secondary school days, I can hang out with many many diff cliques, but in poly, SO SIANNNNNN. Its the same old boring people and there's only like 2-5 of us. Not shiok mannnnn.

I can't help it but sometimes I just suddenly feel so fucked up with everything that is around me or things which are happening around me.

so lazy to type. TO BE CONTINUED.....

OH YES, mr samad treat me Sakae Sushi last week! I swear I was like one stupid idiot cos I dont know how to use chopsticks and furthermore, and I dont even know how to eat Japanese cuisine! It was my first time there and I was really one bloody noob, like one freaking tourist in his own country. The food was kinda okok lah, didn't really like it. Mr Samad best lah, treat me alot alr. Sakae, Swensens, duno wad else and till now I still love talking to him cos he's full of knowledge, and great pornographic description as well. HAHA

and omg I saw Anis at Bedok just now and had a lil chat with her. OMG OMG. SHE'S SO SO SO SO SO BLOODY HORIZONTALLY CHALLENGED.

2008-02-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

2008-02-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

You never know when your guardian angel will be there for you so I have to try..

Pay attention to what you read. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. I wonder what mine will be.